higher test may be making me crazy

[bluetwistedsteel67]

OK here's my situation. I am married to an amazing and totally loyal woman. She's never given me any reason to think she would even consider being unfaithful. We've been together 13yrs (married for 11). I am currently taking 4iu's GH per day, 600mg test per week and 30mg var per day. This was supposed to be my dream cycle and the results I'm getting are outstanding. BUT, I've turned into a jealous motherf...er. I do not treat her poorly by any stretch and never accuse her of doing anything inappropriate but my mind is spinning constantly. If she goes out with her sister I'm constantly wondering if she's flirting with other men or interested in other men or whatever. It's really driving me crazy. I mean really CRAZY! This is not my first cycle although in the past I have done only 400mg test per week and I've never taken var before. Has anyone else had this type of problem? I never have, am I turning into a bitch or is this normal? I asking for people to respond that are not normally jealous but get that way on the sauce.

 

[mrflexdiesel]

I've been up to 1750mg's of test per week and currently taking a high dosage of EQ and Anavar. But, I've never had the problem you're referring to before. I'm in the same situation with a truly amazing, beautiful, loyal wife but I don't ever worry about her when I'm hitting the sauce hard I have problems keeping my own ass under control. I turn into some crazed freak who wants every breathing who walks across my path. I just had to learn how to control the gear and not let the gear control me. I wouldn't sweat it bro, but if it's driving you crazy adjust your amounts a tad lower and see if you calm down.

 

[FknKnuckleHd]

I can relate but I can't give you an answer to why you feel the way you do other than stating the obvious. Too much test makes me a horney fuck'r as a result I tend to flirt with other women more and since I do, my mind wants me to believe that she's as crudy as me...but she's not its all in my head. Hang in there bro you have a pit bull on one shoulder and a poodle on the other and the poodles losing the battle...don't let him.

 

[SuperDawgy]

It's mental bro, i went through the same ordeal last year on a high dose test cycle. Give yourself a week or two, you'll adjust and remember...she probably has the same feelings that you do. I know when i get ready for a contest my wife gets all jealous and shit.

 

[UA_Iron]

I had the same issues with a girl I was kind of seeing...but my concerns were not unfounded. She wasnt messing around per se, but I ended up telling her it couldnt go on anymore and that ended it all.

 

[daemian]

I just recently came out of a weird period where I was constantly thinking that way about my wife, who is completely loyal but was a bit of a runaround in high school and college before I met her. I was fucking possessed by thoughts of her laying down with other men years ago, and I was furious about it. It was during my PCT that I felt this way though, not on the cycle. The important thing is that you have to distinguish between your real feelings and the feelings that are brought about by changes in your hormone profile. That's not easy to do; sometimes irrational thoughts seem completely reasonable to one who is hormone-imbalanced (look at premenstrual behavior, for example). These feelings will pass. Now how about throwing some of that GH my way, hmm?

 

[ManOfArms]

Sorry bro, I strongly disagree, test is not going to cause any insecurities. It’s all in your head, or you never realized you felt that way before.

Good luck, hope you work it out.

 

[help4john]

Don't worry about it.....you know it's not true...simply your hormones playing tricks on your mind! I got the same way during PCT once.....I was simply a jealous bitch!

Anywhoooo, getting to your solution....what week are you on? Me thinks your estrogen is a weeee bit high. Nolvadex to the rescue....start out at 40mg, drop to 20mg after a few days.

Good luck!

 

[hammertime30]

OK here's my situation. I am married to an amazing and totally loyal woman. She's never given me any reason to think she would even consider being unfaithful. We've been together 13yrs (married for 11). I am currently taking 4iu's GH per day, 600mg test per week and 30mg var per day. This was supposed to be my dream cycle and the results I'm getting are outstanding. BUT, I've turned into a jealous motherf...er. I do not treat her poorly by any stretch and never accuse her of doing anything inappropriate but my mind is spinning constantly. If she goes out with her sister I'm constantly wondering if she's flirting with other men or interested in other men or whatever. It's really driving me crazy. I mean really CRAZY! This is not my first cycle although in the past I have done only 400mg test per week and I've never taken var before. Has anyone else had this type of problem? I never have, am I turning into a bitch or is this normal? I asking for people to respond that are not normally jealous but get that way on the sauce.

My theory on jealousy and/or insecurity is that people tend to act based on unconscious thoughts....for example if a man is cheating or thinking of cheating he has a tendency to putting that off on his significant other.....from what? a guilty conscious.....So I must ask you if you have been thinking about other women??....yes unbalanced hormones can cause many differences in our behavior and how we feel daily, however if it's based on someone else, then it's not the sauce, but you unless she's giving you a reason to feel that way!

 

[help4john]

Good point Hammer(gotta spread the luv around first)! Twistedsteel....with all that gear you're bound to be fantisizing....constantly!