help guys '' anxeity questions''

[noddy]

hi everyone
i have had the worst time ever with anxeity
from being so bad to thinking nothing was real not even me like the world was not real and neally commiting suicide
to just flipping out with anxeity attacks its been such a fight the last 8months i tell u such a fight its been so so so bad do not underestamate the power of the mind

the thing is i am on ciprimil now antidepressent but i want to try some dianabol or something
i am natural at the min and have been as i am positive that the gear triggerd the anxeity
the thing is sometimes i feel fine 100% and other times i feel like i could do silly things
and i dont know if i will lose my mind if i go back on gear

i know this will sound crasy to peeps who dont know about extream anxeity

but just some help is all i ask
i help anyone who comes my way, i have tried alot of things and asked alot of people but no one knows much about it all

there must be SOMEONE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks again
noddy

i love training but its shit being small bro's
and AS free real shit!!!!!!!

 

[miles]

xanax

For me, this idea would work. It is only a suggestion and should be used at your own risk. Crash off the anti-Ds and fire up some anabolics. You won't need the anti-Ds when you are ripping along on some good anabolics. Once your cycle is over switch over to something adictive like xanax, valium, or ambien to sleep. Give that a few weeks and then get back on the anti-Ds.

Works for me.

 

[Judge Smales]

So what were you doing when the problems started? Would somethning like primo de an option? It's pretty low on the emotional sides.

 

[hhajdo]

Try 5 -10 grams of inositol + 100mg 5-HTP.

 

[tarzan21]

i too had anxiety problems years ago just like you describe. i didnt know what was real or not it lasted about a year but i eventually got through it med free. i thought my whole life was a dream or something. dont laugh guys you have to suffer from this to truly understand. i thought suicide was the only way to end the trouble in my mind. you will get through this bro trust me. if you need someone to talk to email me.

 

[Beezers]

I know exactly what you're talking about. I'm the same way. I've been doing a lot of thinking about it lately. Email me if you want to talk about it. It would be nice to know somebody else is out there. I suffer from severe anxiety and quite frankly borderline schitzophrenia, and severe depresion. I'd rather not lay it all out here on the board, but reality is distorted in my view and I can relate to where you're coming from. I think too much is my problem. Nothing is as it appears in physical form or verbal meaning. There is a deeper meaning to everything in my mind. Sometimes it's overwhelming, but at the same time it leads to much good thought on the world around us. If you want to talk I'll hear you out.

 

[noddy]

thanks for all ur replys but am still lost as i am scared that the AS wil trigger and elivate the anxeity is there ne AS i can use what wont do this?

there must be someone who uses something who has the same as me eh?

many thanks again
i know exactly how u feel tarzan bro

 

[Audio8]

Damn..maybe you guys have some hyper perceptional capabilites; being able to "see" more than the rest of us. That is some deep phsychological shit. Very very interesting in my opinion. I believe that some people that we call "crazy" actually have this ability, the normal population of course cannot relate or understand, so we throw them in nut houses.

Anyway, I would recommend staying away from Dbol's, as it can cause anxiety. It has even given me anxiety sometimes, on 30+ mg/day. You're probably even more prone to this, so i would say, no Dbol for you. Stick with the mild AAS's, like primo and anavar. no winny. winny will raise your heart rate, which can trigger an anxiety attack in my (un-professional) opinion.

 

[marky]

I remember your last post on this subject. Are your meds helping now? If so then your just now begining to see this disorder from a better perspective. Im 40 now and have been on anxiety med
for 16 years and cycled during many of them. Yes some can cycle
with anxiety/panic disorder. I do. My experience cycling while also having anxiety disorder has been that the faster acting orals like Dbol, Anadrol and to a lessor degree others like Winny and even Anavar can cause anxiety problems although the latter two if the doses were high enough. Any significant elevation in my BP would elicit sweat and nervousness which would then lead to anticipating anxiety. Fina hit me also although it was managable when I kept the doses low . My comment on if your going to use then probably the best as has been for me is an esterfied test like Cyp or enanthate. The slow release and elevation didnt effect my anxiety much if at all. The less sides your having the better the dose is(for those who suffer anxiety disorder). I rarely go above 500mg of any single AS although I do often stack 2 or several at a time.

Man, after being at this for over 16 years theres so many rules and tricks to beating/winning this game and getting where you want. I know I can help. Theres so much bs to sift thru with this disorder that you dont know whats the actual anxiety and whats your own self. When you have this anxiety in control
and know how to deal with it whenever it shows, then you'll be able to cycle with less fear that the anxiety is going to mess with you. Ive dealt with it.

Sorry for the spout, but Ive talked and helped a number of people
work with this disorder. E-mail me if I can help

Later- Mark

 

[noddy]

thanks everyone for all your help espically marky some great info there bro

it helps me alot to know there r genuine people who wanna help out there

thanks again

i am on ciprimil anti depressents 20mg

 

[Audio8]

good advice marky...i'm glad you opinions concur with mine.

 

[rich197]

xanax has worked best for me. I mainly have to use at night becuase I get so overwhelmed by the day I just can put my self to sleep. I use metolin caps when I can but if it get bad I go with the xanax 2mg tabs. and you are in chill mode