If you aren't sure about taking steroids, you're not ready. I know you don't really want to hear it, but you gotta be training seriously and eating right for quite some time before starting AAS. Stay on the board though and keep reading. You'll learn a hell of a lot. Think about your goals and read posts which might relate to them. You'll absorb a lot after reading here and be sure to ask questions if you need help. When you feel like you know the basics of training, diet, and steroid use, then you can think about planning your first cycle. Everything else has to be in place first though or the cycle will just be a big waste.