Went out to the library tonight with my friend and 2 girls. After we got home and we were all wasted I got head and went down on this chick named Whitney. I still didn't want to fuck her for some reason...might have something to do with her going back to Chatanooga tomorrow, she was just here for like a week.
Kathy and I are pretty much finished this time. She told me it was over and I said I would always love her and be there for her...It still hurts like a bitch even when I am hooking up with other bitches...I realize I can't let it change me and I will just continue to look for my soulmate as futile as the search may be...If I let her get to me..that's when I know I lost. I'm gonna have the same huge heart I always have had, fuck it. If some other bitch decides to fuck me, that will be HER decision. Oh well.
I am really drunk and back alone again now so I am already almost sad even though I had a blast tonight...WTF ya know? Just 20 more days till roommates....
Kathy and I are pretty much finished this time. She told me it was over and I said I would always love her and be there for her...It still hurts like a bitch even when I am hooking up with other bitches...I realize I can't let it change me and I will just continue to look for my soulmate as futile as the search may be...If I let her get to me..that's when I know I lost. I'm gonna have the same huge heart I always have had, fuck it. If some other bitch decides to fuck me, that will be HER decision. Oh well.
I am really drunk and back alone again now so I am already almost sad even though I had a blast tonight...WTF ya know? Just 20 more days till roommates....