Got some real action tonight....

[Staind]

Went out to the library tonight with my friend and 2 girls. After we got home and we were all wasted I got head and went down on this chick named Whitney. I still didn't want to fuck her for some reason...might have something to do with her going back to Chatanooga tomorrow, she was just here for like a week.

Kathy and I are pretty much finished this time. She told me it was over and I said I would always love her and be there for her...It still hurts like a bitch even when I am hooking up with other bitches...I realize I can't let it change me and I will just continue to look for my soulmate as futile as the search may be...If I let her get to me..that's when I know I lost. I'm gonna have the same huge heart I always have had, fuck it. If some other bitch decides to fuck me, that will be HER decision. Oh well.

I am really drunk and back alone again now so I am already almost sad even though I had a blast tonight...WTF ya know? Just 20 more days till roommates....

 

[Baoh]

I have hard time believing you have ever been inside a library.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

hmm.. that post is still missing something..


hmm..


Ah yes.. I've got it.. BALLS! Don't let it get to you.. if you would have listened to the people you asked advice from. It would have been over a while ago, but no.. the ball-less bitch you are let her have the final word, and let her be the "ballsey" one of the situation.

And then you go and tell the bitch that you will always love her.. how fucking sweet.

 

[Toozee]

Don't worry about it man.

As for your soulmate search......when I gave up and stopped looking, that's when I met my wife. Weird.

 

[flexygrl]

Staind,

My sis just went through a nasty breakup, after being with someone for 5+ years. I personally only had 2 boyfreinds in my life. After my first one broke up with me at 18 I was devastated. Then one day I met my husband. Now I know why it is essential for us all to go through heart-ache. When you meet the love of your life, your whole world turns upside down. Everything that you feel for Kathy you will feel one million times more intensely with your "soul mate".

How old are you by the way? If you are 25 and under then you really need to continue going out and getting as much "action" as you can. You need to live your life and enjoy yourself. That way when you finally find the right person you will have no regrets. Good luck to you! It will all work out. The hurt will go away. Trust me!!

 

[bwood]

I have hard time believing you have ever been inside a library.

in the running for best one liner of the month...

 

[bigger faster stronger]

the library is a club in atlanta... just to clear that up

B

 

[The Red Dragon]

I agree with flexygirl, get all the action you can now because once you're married + have a family...you're finished. Plus girls your age are probably looking to fuck too . Have fun man

 

[Hannibal]

I realize I can't let it change me and I will just continue to look for my soulmate as futile as the search may be...If I let her get to me..that's when I know I lost. I'm gonna have the same huge heart I always have had, fuck it.

Guess what...it will probably happen again. Like you said...can't let it change you. Keep your eye on the prize (love) and you will come back stronger and wiser everytime. Then one day it will all be worth it. And years from now...all the guys that told you to give up on that search will be the "40 year old guys at the club" and you will be the Husband and Father...it's not a sprint...it's a marathon.

Good Luck

 

[flexygrl]

Guess what...it will probably happen again. Like you said...can't let it change you. Keep your eye on the prize (love) and you will come back stronger and wiser everytime. Then one day it will all be worth it. And years from now...all the guys that told you to give up on that search will be the "40 year old guys at the club" and you will be the Husband and Father...it's not a sprint...it's a marathon.

Hannibal, that was so beautifully said!! Kudos!

 

[Staind]

A day without talking to her...refreshing! Kinda wanted to tell her about my night though, lol.

But yeah, you guys WERE RIGHT!!! I should have just listened from the beginning?! FUCK! Stupid stupid stupid me!

flexygrl: I will be 20 in July but seriously, I probably will end up back in an LT if the opportunity arises. Don't know why I would want that now...maybe my friends will talk me out of it...

Today I didn't do anything particularly exciting or work, but I feel fine. That's a step up right there. I didn't even get intoxicated on anything!

I worked out really fuckin hard today and will be starting a 4-8 week Tren cycle in about 2 days. Gonna do 75mg/ED, that should bring some agressiveness back to me

 

[Hannibal]

Hannibal, that was so beautifully said!! Kudos!

Thanks...

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

I seriously don' t think anyone in this era should get married before 30, especially the girl. They just aren't ready to settle down, and relationships in college are almost out of the question.