i did that mal not too long ago. all i can say is enjoy your size now cause itll be gone after the dnp cycle. i was at 235 after a massice cycle and got down to 195 in 2 weeks of dnp. at first i caouldnt walk through doors without turning my body, but like you i hated being fat and i had no energy plus i was going on a cruise in the summer. let me tell yuou best thing i ever did. i am now convinced that cuts get you more pussy than size and being from miami and having been both i tested that theory. anyway on the other hand it is winter time coming you might wanna hold of till next year say feburary before spring break and then jump on the dnp thats if your in no hurry. try in the meantime to get your diet down. well man goodluck to you