first cycle paranoia

[youlikeadajuice?]

I started sunday. Felt fine. But I am starting to have these thoughts that I'm going to die. (I know it sounds funny, but it seems real to me).

After back day, I thought my kidneys were going to explode. Now after chest day, I feel like my heart is going to blow. It's the soreness I usually experience, but it's accompanied by paranoia now.

How can i ease my mind?

 

[cutitup]

Jus chill- if u think then u will cause your own stress- i am on my first also- the shit does not kill if it is used in moderation but the stress u put yerself under will!!!!

 

[Bozwell]

I started sunday. Felt fine. But I am starting to have these thoughts that I'm going to die. (I know it sounds funny, but it seems real to me).

After back day, I thought my kidneys were going to explode. Now after chest day, I feel like my heart is going to blow. It's the soreness I usually experience, but it's accompanied by paranoia now.

How can i ease my mind?

I used to feel like that ALL THE TIME but not of aas, I put it down the far to many drugs when I was younger What helped me was thinking that people can put HUGE stress on there body before it gives up so why should I drop dead for no reason other than I feel like i will,Your mind is the only place that can truley scare the shit out of you and when you lose controle it is hell ,try taking a good multi vitamin, sounds daft but it helps me
Youll be fine

 

[mrplunkey]

I started sunday. Felt fine. But I am starting to have these thoughts that I'm going to die. (I know it sounds funny, but it seems real to me).

After back day, I thought my kidneys were going to explode. Now after chest day, I feel like my heart is going to blow. It's the soreness I usually experience, but it's accompanied by paranoia now.

How can i ease my mind?

If you need consolation, just browse through the cycles some of the guys on this board are posting. Since this is your first, I'm willing to bet your cycle (and my cycles as well) look like we're just popping flintstones.

Then think: If my cycle could kill me, what happens with these guys? Do their heads explode the moment the needle touches their skin?

Thanks,

 

[fulforb]

What are you taking? What are your stats?

 

[hard life]

I used to trip out about even the smallest cycles, but i just thought about how many people are shooting heroine, doing coke every night, and BB's who are juicin' like there is no tomorrow or alcholics or whatever...there still alive.

 

[youlikeadajuice?]

400 sust/wk.

 

[rao740]

it is common man i mean me and my buddy started at the same time last year i felt great it was my first and aslo his evryday he would callme up like i gonna die it is all in ur head. good rest and relaxation is key but the kidney thing drink some water buddy thats why the hurt and the speding up of ur heart i mean ur puting something that doesn't belong there in ur body give time to adjust u will feel fine in week 4 relax
rao740

 

[youlikeadajuice?]

it is common man i mean me and my buddy started at the same time last year i felt great it was my first and aslo his evryday he would callme up like i gonna die it is all in ur head. good rest and relaxation is key but the kidney thing drink some water buddy thats why the hurt and the speding up of ur heart i mean ur puting something that doesn't belong there in ur body give time to adjust u will feel fine in week 4 relax
rao740

I was doing squats in the gym today like never before, and I started getting that pain in the right abdomen today. I started freaking thinking it might be my liver. Damn, this shit messes with your mind.

 

[SouthOfHeaven]

I was doing squats in the gym today like never before, and I started getting that pain in the right abdomen today. I started freaking thinking it might be my liver. Damn, this shit messes with your mind.

I felt exarcly the same, i couldnt sleep at night get all sorts of fu*kedup dreams, my kidneys would bitch all the time, pain in my right side etc etc. Almost 3 weeks later and i dont get any of that. Its only normal for your body not to be used to it, it is a foreign substance, so it takes a while to get used to it. How about this for incentive