feeling really tired and lazy

[housemusik83]

lack of motivation? i don't know but fuck i am tired, my body feels like its shutting down as i am typing this, im trying to get ready for the gym but am falling asleep, went out last night till 3am and running all fucking day today trying to get ready for a big show Thursday... what to do!

 

[jnevin]

You said you were having a shitty day earlier talking about your wominz issues. Stress taxes the hell out of our bodies. The 3 a.m. thing doesn't help either. Take it easy and chill for a day.

 

[housemusik83]

yes we are doing much better, but i do hear a lot of people around me saying that about my stress, been trying to sell pre-sell tickets and meet a ridiculous quota and trying to stay on top my lazy promoters, if ticket sales aren't met, i lose $500

 

[EZ_E]

I worked in bars and clubs since '95 and got chicks left and right (Can't buy one now) but having a full time 9-5 career job during the week and bar tending on the weekends were a recipe for disaster for a relationship.

Is that the issue with your girl, the DJ thing?

 

[housemusik83]

somewhat bro but not totally, it used to be really bad, girls would come up to me and talk to me, house crowd here is not as big as hip hop and top 40 crowd, so i know about 98% of people here, and girls would wave and smile and she would get pissed at me and accuse me of wanting to cheat on her, she is a lot better now as she learned that she is the only one for me and i would never cheat on her in a million years...

 

[housemusik83]

Its stupid little things we are fighting about now, "my dog gets more attention than her" i call my family everyday and im a grown man i shouldn't... Nagging me about me using AAS and im always talking about it, just shit on top of shit, that plus my really short temper, not really good thing especially me under stress

 

[binö]

do you roll a sheet ton, being a dj and all?

 

[housemusik83]

do you roll a sheet ton, being a dj and all?

whats that mean?

 

[binö]

whats that mean?

xtc

 

[housemusik83]

ohh roll a shit ton haha no i used to alot, but that was also when i used to weigh 150 and never ate and partied for days and days.... way past that now bro... here and there i might party a little but i like and VALUE my sleep! and my food!

 

[lartinos]

Having a GF is fucking annoying, but I miss it. How long ya been with this chick?

 

[jnevin]

Its stupid little things we are fighting about now, "my dog gets more attention than her" i call my family everyday and im a grown man i shouldn't... Nagging me about me using AAS and im always talking about it, just shit on top of shit, that plus my really short temper, not really good thing especially me under stress

Sounds like she's trying to change you. Time to run for the hills.

 

[-Ariel-]

Having a GF is fucking annoying, but I miss it. How long ya been with this chick?

LOL, yeah I could telll.
It is annoying brah, but shit it is very nice. I'm in hot water right now, but fuck, I 'm in a situation that I don't have to stress, so yeah.
Atleast you got the tools to get something really nice. She'll be coming around soon I'm sure.

 

[housemusik83]

been with her 13 months now, she is a good girl she never even looks at other people when we are out, i get in trouble all the time for staring at other girls lol i tell her its only natural you know, but she says i do more than staring i try to get eye contact haha after all that she still loves the shit out of me and does everything she can so i dont leave her... ( rare attribute in a girl) its just stupid little shit that annoys the shit out of me

 

[lartinos]

been with her 13 months now, she is a good girl she never even looks at other people when we are out, i get in trouble all the time for staring at other girls lol i tell her its only natural you know, but she says i do more than staring i try to get eye contact haha after all that she still loves the shit out of me and does everything she can so i dont leave her... ( rare attribute in a girl) its just stupid little shit that annoys the shit out of me

Still a pretty new relationship, but to the point you should really be getting know who she is. I've been busted for doing the same shit like most any other guy. I don't think it's rare for a girl not to leave you though, for that reason atleast.
She reminds me of my EX bro, really pretty, really loving, and really high maintenance. Does she always need attention? Is she controlling at all? Not that you should leave her if she is, but stuff to keep an eye for. Could lead to trouble...

 

[housemusik83]

tries to be real controlling but i dont let it happen... not that she doesnt leave, but never lets ME leave... so many times i tried because i was fed up with the bullshit fights and arguments, she would take my keys cry her eyes out slit her wrist so i dont leave... kind of bad

 

[lartinos]

tries to be real controlling but i dont let it happen... not that she doesnt leave, but never lets ME leave... so many times i tried because i was fed up with the bullshit fights and arguments, she would take my keys cry her eyes out slit her wrist so i dont leave... kind of bad

yeah , lots of drama.... and passion too I bet. We broke up like 6-7 times i was with my Ex, but always got back together until that last fight we had.

 

[housemusik83]

think you'll bounce back?

 

[lartinos]

think you'll bounce back?

We broke up last valentine's day, I had to end it.
We did long distance the last year, just wasn't working out.
I'm gonna ask her if whe wants to get lunch when she comes home for the holidays and see what happens. The time off hads been nice. Got a chance to party in Greece (ios) and Miami and hook up with random sluts, starting to miss her now though. I meet alot of chicks though, keeps me somewhat happy. Sooner or later I may actually wanna date one of them.

 

[housemusik83]

yea im the same way, it gets old bro going from chick to chick and no feelings involved, its different than someone that actually knows you... i love to party but at the end its only going to be you and the girl thats been through it all with you... if not you will be a lonely old guy lol

 

[EZ_E]

been with her 13 months now, she is a good girl she never even looks at other people when we are out, i get in trouble all the time for staring at other girls lol i tell her its only natural you know, but she says i do more than staring i try to get eye contact haha after all that she still loves the shit out of me and does everything she can so i dont leave her... ( rare attribute in a girl) its just stupid little shit that annoys the shit out of me

Sounds like there may be some insecurity there (on her part)

13 months is right around that time where you gotta make the decision to take it to the "next step" or part ways....