F!#@'N losing it! Help??

[Juice Tiger]

5th week in on cyle(deca300/sust500) and 4th week of my chick leaving me. Im cracking up and feel like an emetional snowball of rage. Im even having a hell of a hard time watching my 2yr old out of same relationship due to the fact I keep taking things out on her and feel like an ass for it.
This really sucks ASS. What to do? Prozac? Stop cycle midway blow her/mine brains out(kidding of course).
Talk about bad f'kn timing. Any ideas to keep my sanity and dignity?

 

[ultragainz]

why you guys breaking up?...try to hug her bro...it helps all the time

 

[jstrong20]

decca could definitly worsen your feelings. When I was on decca I was a fucken cry baby over nothing. And it sounds like you may have some legit problems. My opinion decca + small problems=feeling like shit decca + reel problems= suicidal but then again this might just be me that decca affects this way. Either way I hope you feel better soon!

 

[Mass Monster]

The juice should make you happy not sad! Its truly a great thing to be all juiced up. Just put things in focus and concentrate on what means the most to you! Best of luck bro!

Mass Monster

 

[Thaibox]

At night, just go into your daughters room and watch her sleep for a minute. It sort of puts everything into perspective. Its a guaranteed smile and relaxing therapy. Repeat as needed.

 

[Juice Tiger]

Its hard im trying, trying to keep it together, trying to save my family. Really sucks as she needs "time & space" but to me thats just more time away and more time to have some punk getting sweaty on her.
Ive been keeping up with the weights and training tho. But really am at a loss because of this. The worse part is snappin on my little girl who's 2 and dont know whats going on(loser).
What suck is that it was just me forgetting to do the little things and keeping her happy which is what led to her "falling out of love " with me.
To make matters worse is I go out trying to keep busy,clubbing looking for rebound pussy etc. and all I do is come home broke and drunk. But I guess it beats staying at home staring at the wall.

 

[Thaibox]

I wish I had some magic words that could help you out bro, but I can't even keep shit straight with my own girl . All I can say is the fact that you posted this and you're stressing about doing what you have been shows that you are a virtuous guy and a good Dad. Things just got spun a little out of control. They will fall back in place for you. Good luck man

 

[rogerwilcox]

Dude - snap the fuck out of it. You absolutely CAN NOT take your shit out on your 2 year old daughter. WAKE THE FUCK UP! You are going to psychologically scar her for life.

Sorry for the asshole post, bro, but someone needs to say this to you. THIS IS NOT AN OPTION. Do this now, amigo. Give her the love she needs from her dad. Don't just say you're an asshole for doing it - fucking stop doing it. If you catch yourself starting, stop that moment.

You need to take that shit seriously. Again, sorry for the harsh post, but someone needs to say this shit to you now, bro. Stop thinking about yourself, your ex, your gear - your daughter is your number one concern. Make no mistake.

R Jr.

 

[Juice Tiger]

Thanks dude your right.She is priority #1, unfortunately I lose sight of that under the circumstances which is also why i feel like such a shallow dick.

 

[rogerwilcox]

Right on, bro. Now follow Thaibox's advice and go in and look at her. You'll find the strength.

Peace,

R Jr.