Ex Smokers

[Stefka]

I was never really a heavy smoker.
I smoked in college in bars and when writing essays - later in life I smoked when I was drunk and angry.
So will I always want to smoke when I am stressed out?
It makes me feel so high school when I crave a cigarette.

 

[Jon79]

im still angry

 

[Stefka]

im still angry

So are you still a smoker?

 

[Jon79]

So are you still a smoker?

no never did really smoke

 

[samoth]

Psychochemical programming?

 

[Stefka]

no never did really smoke

Good for you.
I had my first cigarette when I was 12.
It has been off and on since then.
Most dancers seem to smoke - they were a bad influence.
I'm a bad inluence too.
If you hang out with me I will get you into trouble.

 

[Stefka]

Psychochemical programming?

Probably -
I want a cigarette when...
I am drunk,
I am stressed,
I am in a dance performance.
I guess I am trying to break the response - that is hard.
I can stay away from drinking...
but I love dancing, and my school stresses me out constantly.
But I am not smoking now.
You should all be proud.
I am freaking out.

 

[Jon79]

Good for you.
I had my first cigarette when I was 12.
It has been off and on since then.
Most dancers seem to smoke - they were a bad influence.
I'm a bad inluence too.
If you hang out with me I will get you into trouble.

lol i have been in my own trouble

some that would prolly scare even u

 

[Stefka]

lol i have been in my own trouble

some that would prolly scare even u

I doubt that.

 

[Jon79]

I doubt that.

ppppfffftttt