B Fold, Sorry to hear about your recent loss. Last July I had to put down my Boston Terrier named Spunky that was 16 years old. I got her when she was 4 weeks old and could fit in the palm of your hand from head to tail. Her health was failing and it was the best thing to do for her. I'll tell you one thing tho, that was the hardest thing I have ever done in my entire life! I felt like a puss, a 26 year old guy being in the vets office crying like a baby as they put Spunky to sleep in my arms. I tried to make her feel as comfortable as possible on the way out, but let me tell you it was heart breaking! I could feel the moment when Spunky's heart stop beating as I held her in my arms and the drugs started to overdose her. Just think of it like this - Your animal will be in a better place waiting for you to get there. Good luck! PEACE