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Ever get so overwhelmed at work...

It's obvious by my posting here that I am mind-numbingly UNbusy but I don't feel so bad as that is about to radically change.

Leave it to me to have not a fukkin thing to do yet still feel overwhelmed. I guess it's the fact that I can literally see the approaching tsunami.

Can't remember the last time I pissed myself with fear like I been doin lately.

*sigh*

All this just in time to have to find a way to afford (time-wise and finance-wise) a way to fly back to NJ EVERY FUKKIN WEEK to sit in a shrink's office with my kids for ONE FUKKIN HOUR.

I want to vomit.

I think I will.
 
It's obvious by my posting here that I am mind-numbingly UNbusy but I don't feel so bad as that is about to radically change.

Leave it to me to have not a fukkin thing to do yet still feel overwhelmed. I guess it's the fact that I can literally see the approaching tsunami.

Can't remember the last time I pissed myself with fear like I been doin lately.

*sigh*

All this just in time to have to find a way to afford (time-wise and finance-wise) a way to fly back to NJ EVERY FUKKIN WEEK to sit in a shrink's office with my kids for ONE FUKKIN HOUR.

I want to vomit.

I think I will.

Wow keep it up BM I didnt know you did that
 
Wow keep it up BM I didnt know you did that

It will be a fukkin nightmare. I told our lawyer that I could do every single FRIDAY but the shrink isn't available. Shit, I am flying in from Texas for one fucking hour, you think he could move a patient/two around to accomodate me? We can't use anybody else as that would set up back prolly a year. This guy knows our case intimately and knows EXACTLY what my ex has been and is up to. I can make it in early June but thereafter it will be IMPOSSIBLE because of major obligations. God, I hope this guy shifts stuff around to accomodate us.

I am hoping that after ONE meeting the guy will feel ethically comfortable putting to paper what HE KNOWS is going on and MAYBE the fukkin court will actually listen and do something to UNDO all the shit is has been doing to cover its ass and the asses of all the incompetent associates....

Will begin in about 2 weeks.

Do ya'll have ANY IDEA how much every single trip will cost me? And in the end the chances are the result will be the same it has been... :(

And I am supposed to handle all the other major throw-up that is *this close* to me.


























... and the pharmacy is closed and I am out of estrogen.







































I need some wine.






































I am coming down with *zomething* so I hadda blow off the gym.
 
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