shit...ya know what dude? It's a motherfucker to deal with shit like this. People that say "dont stress" or "don't let it get to you" have the right idea, but it's impossible to do.
what you have to, absolutely HAVE TO do is find something to fill your time. ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE. that does NOT include drinking, smoking, partying, etc. Find something to kill the time that's good for you and do it, no matter whether you feel like it or not.
Slat1 is right, you're up against time. The more time that passes the better for you. Get off the tren at least, and if you can, hit the gym super, super hard. Maybe take up running like 5 days a week, swimming, shit maybe train for a triathalon. Do anything besides sulk about it, that's a recipe for disaster! I've been there bro.