Bro, listen. Everything is going to work itself out. Try not to stress on it, but I am also on Tren E and Andropen and these 2 things used together are wreaking havoc on my mind and thought process too. I am getting married in September and I can't handle the pressure.
But, as hard as it gets bro, we need to remain sane and not allow the thinking to snowball. Tren E makes it harder, beleive me, I understand man.
You have to keep pushing forward with everything, including your goals. Stay on cycle and refocus. Use this temporary situation as motivation to succeed, and get past this. Things will get better, but do not start giving up on yourself because things are going good right now, that is self destructive behavior and it will add to your problems. Remember, everything is temporary. The only thing that is final is death.....good luck man. Stay Strong!!!