Elite Ladies, step over here under the misletoe...

[Bikini Mod]

No, I won't waste away...hehehheheeee

I have my girls and MY LIFE to keep me busy heheheee.... finding and keeping a man are not ANYWHERE on my list of priorities.

Besides, my heart doesn't work that way. He is a truly wonderful and amazing man amongst men.... I just hope that someday he can see it - with me or without me.

 

[Longhorn85]

.... finding and keeping a man are not ANYWHERE on my list of priorities.

But what about sex? Won't you allow some man to ravage you occasionally?

 

[Bikini Mod]

No.... for me it is about so much more than physical pleasure. I can pleasure myself, thank you very much.... hehehee

When I am with a man I want to touch his soul and for him to touch mine.... See once you have had that, nothing else will do.

 

[Longhorn85]

No.... for me it is about so much more than physical pleasure. I can pleasure myself, thank you very much.... hehehee

When I am with a man I want to touch his soul and for him to touch mine.... See once you have had that, nothing else will do.

Gotcha. I know what you mean. But if you can't have the gold medal, the silver or bronze ain't bad, you know what I mean?

 

[polarpixie]

bikinimom, i think I understand what you are saying...are you sure he is worth waiting around for??? Sometimes I wonder if it wouldnt be easier to just hook up with women...

 

[Bikini Mod]

Heehehehheeee LOL@polarpixie.... Yea, I NEED A WIFE!

Brotha - I spent the last thirteen years of my life with silver/bronze... and yes sometimes he wasn't even ALUMINUM - LOL!

No... this guy IS GOLD. I have faith that in time HE will see this too! Whether we end up together or not is not my primary focus any longer (although, I think ya'll can imagine WHERE and HOW I want to end up hehehehee).

I truly want to be here for a friend to support him through what very well may be some of the most difficult hours for him as well. That is how our relationship began - he reached out to me in my darkest hours.... AS A FRIEND and nothing more, giving everything - expecting nothing. Now it is my turn and I do it gladly - giving everything and expecting nothing.

 

[polarpixie]

that sounds very sweet....i really do hope it works out for you in the end. Last time I thought I struck gold it ended up being dirt that was painted gold....

Yea, I think a wife might be a good idea.....women are so much more compassionate...well..usually anyway....*sigh*

hey ttlpkg I think I need another kiss to cheer me up!!!

 

[Bikini Mod]

Trust me pixie - this guy AIN'T NO PAINTED DIRT - LOL!

But as I said, whether we end up together or not is not the main issue... I want for him to find happiness, just as I have found it. I realize that this may very well NOT INCLUDE me in the big picture and I am ok with it.

He is truly amazing.... but for all of my words and actions, this won't amount to a hill of beans. He needs to discover this for himself..... I have faith. And what do we both have, if not time?!

If nothing else, then we will have the gift of friendship. How often to we meet people that will have FOREVER changed our lives... FOR THE BETTER?! So even if this is all that I "get" how could I complain?

 

[Pamela]

BikiniMom

I have many Warm Wishes and
Very Merry Christmas for you.

Pamela

 

[Longhorn85]

hey ttlpkg I think I need another kiss to cheer me up!!!

With pleasure. Here ya go!