I just can't believe how often things don't work anymore. I seem to encounter a disappointment every day.
The harder I try the more disappointments there are. No wonder I often say "screw it" and jack off instead of trying to get something useful accomplished.
Honey, you are making self-fulfilling prophecies. Take some time out, let the negative thoughts go, and EXPECT.....and I mean KNOW that your bad streak is over and only good will come to you now.