hey bud,
antidepressents are not a long term solution for fuck all i find. i was kind of date raped into trying some effexor and it did make me feel good, but it had real shitty side effects. i quit using that shit, took a real long holiday and really looked at where i was in life and why i was so upset. i needed to make changes or else things would only get worse.
not being a fag, but i wish you the best. life is short and precious. take time to look at things from outside of your circumstances. use your friends, they are your most powerfull allies. whether you need money or are looking for a honey or just support, they can help you.