are you implying that because you had a bad childhood, that you are a hard now? are you asking for our sympathy? what is it of you that ingites you to feel so high and mighty and that you are the better person than the whole world? are you trying to intimidate with your statement of getting your eyeballs slapped out? what's up? I don't want any slack from you, but an answer as to why you LOVE me soo much is in order. kick down charlie brown.