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Do you sometimes wish you'd never been born?

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So you wouldn't have to see so much evil under the sun?
 
I do.. Maybe I'll change my mine after death if there's a pie in the sky... But going by only what I know, I would reject this world and life.
 
I feel you bor...........I ain't comin back, and I'll cock whip anybody who tries to make me.

They say we "choose" to come down here..........I'm going to have a few choice words with myself when I finally move on..........like "what the fuck were you thinking asshole???"

Couple years back I made it my life's goal to do whatever it takes to not have to come back. If it were so deemed, I would suck dick in a heartbeat if it meant not having to return here...........I know it ain't that easy, but I'm just sayin..........I agree that this place wears on you. All the sanctimonius self righteous and dripping with condescension son of a bitches...........I have had my fill of em.
 
There is a lot of death, evil, and destruction, but it would all be here had I been born or not. So no, I never wish I was never born. That is a selfish reason to wish oneself unborn as well. Why not take your existence and try to make the world a better place?
 
Lestat said:
Why not take your existence and try to make the world a better place?


because you can't. I can say that with near 100% certainty because greater men have gone before me and given there lives for a higher cause.........and none of it made a dent. The world is as the world is.........it's not going to change so you just have to move on.
 
Lestat said:
There is a lot of death, evil, and destruction, but it would all be here had I been born or not. So no, I never wish I was never born. That is a selfish reason to wish oneself unborn as well. Why not take your existence and try to make the world a better place?

I respect your opinion, but I agree more with redsamurai.. Probably our genetic and environmental (experiences) differences that makes us feel the way we do. This world sucks balls! But I don't want some cocksucking sanctimonious bitch calling me a crybaby. I see it the way I do...
 
biteme said:
I respect your opinion, but I agree more with redsamurai.. Probably our genetic and environmental (experiences) differences that makes us feel the way we do. This world sucks balls! But I don't want some cocksucking sanctimonious bitch calling me a crybaby. I see it the way I do...


just remember big man, leaving before your time means you're coming back...........elst I would have checked out long time ago.


And with that I say good night EF........... :sleeping:
 
redsamurai said:
because you can't. I can say that with near 100% certainty because greater men have gone before me and given there lives for a higher cause.........and none of it made a dent. The world is as the world is.........it's not going to change so you just have to move on.
I think we all can do a little to push the world in a positive direction.
 
The news seemed particularly depressing today ... record oil prices, worst drought in the S.E. in recorded history, Iraq, the economy, etc ...
 
Lestat said:
There is a lot of death, evil, and destruction, but it would all be here had I been born or not. So no, I never wish I was never born. That is a selfish reason to wish oneself unborn as well. Why not take your existence and try to make the world a better place?


good bro post
 
All you positive thinking people, get the fuck out of this thread.. LOL.... This is only for negative thinkers... My dad was mr. positive.. Used to drive me fucking crazy cause he was so unrealistic... Parkinson's disease has reduced him to a scared old man, who whimpers like a child sometimes... Took all that positive thinking wind out of his sails.... The world sucks and sometimes I just need to vent about it because it's easier to deal with that way.
 
And everyone I've ever been close to has hurt me or let me down.. I'm a born loser... That's okay. I'm just the clay, not the potter.
 
biteme said:
All you positive thinking people, get the fuck out of this thread.. LOL.... This is only for negative thinkers... My dad was mr. positive.. Used to drive me fucking crazy cause he was so unrealistic... Parkinson's disease has reduced him to a scared old man, who whimpers like a child sometimes... Took all that positive thinking wind out of his sails.... The world sucks and sometimes I just need to vent about it because it's easier to deal with that way.

I'm with biteme.

This world sucks ass!
 
PICK3 said:
I'm with biteme.

This world sucks ass!

Only thing worth living for is pussy, and i'm not sure about that anymore..
 
biteme said:
Only thing worth living for is pussy, and i'm not sure about that anymore..

it's takes some of the suck ass part out of the equation, but in the big picture ... this world and all the greedy MoFo's in it suck giraffe cawk.
 
cool thing about life is you can try to get all the enjoyment you can out of it, and if it's still not workin out for you, you can peace out whenever you want
 
nimbus said:
cool thing about life is you can try to get all the enjoyment you can out of it, and if it's still not workin out for you, you can peace out whenever you want

I like that. I need to get that book, "the final exit". Gives you painless ways to do yourself in when you've had enough.
 
biteme said:
I like that. I need to get that book, "the final exit". Gives you painless ways to do yourself in when you've had enough.


personally i'm loving life at the moment but whenever i start getting anxiety i think about how life is pretty much a gift, and that there's really no need worry about it.
 
biteme said:
All you positive thinking people, get the fuck out of this thread.. LOL.... This is only for negative thinkers... My dad was mr. positive.. Used to drive me fucking crazy cause he was so unrealistic... Parkinson's disease has reduced him to a scared old man, who whimpers like a child sometimes... Took all that positive thinking wind out of his sails.... The world sucks and sometimes I just need to vent about it because it's easier to deal with that way.

neurodegenerative disease is my #1 fear in life
 
biteme said:
I like that. I need to get that book, "the final exit". Gives you painless ways to do yourself in when you've had enough.

I think Oregon has a right-to-die laws for terminally ill.

The hospice here put my dad down soon after he started suffering. Which was his wishes.
 
man i fucking love my life, honestly it wouldn't even matter if I was rich or poor or whatever.... sit on my deck, lay next to my girl, cheef on a j and i'm str8888888
 
PuddleMonkey said:
Sex drive plummeting in your old age or marriage on the rocks?

Not the sex drive. I average at least 3 times a day.
 
I reluctantly love this thread
I'm not a huge lover of life, never have been. The reason why I never wanted kids.
I'm not the most positive person. When I meet super positive people, my belief is they live in an "unreal" place.
Ignorance is bliss and denial is a cool place to live.
I once heard a Buddhist speaker talking about how people who are anxious and depressed are the people who are in tune with the "true" world.
If I had to choice, I would live in denial.
 
blueta2 said:
I reluctantly love this thread
I'm not a huge lover of life, never have been. The reason why I never wanted kids.
I'm not the most positive person. When I meet super positive people, my belief is they live in an "unreal" place.
Ignorance is bliss and denial is a cool place to live.
I once heard a Buddhist speaker talking about how people who are anxious and depressed are the people who are in tune with the "true" world.
If I had to choice, I would live in denial.

I think that Buddhist speaker is right.
 
blueta2 said:
I reluctantly love this thread
I'm not a huge lover of life, never have been. The reason why I never wanted kids.
I'm not the most positive person. When I meet super positive people, my belief is they live in an "unreal" place.
Ignorance is bliss and denial is a cool place to live.
I once heard a Buddhist speaker talking about how people who are anxious and depressed are the people who are in tune with the "true" world.
If I had to choice, I would live in denial.


actually anxiety and depression are associated with irrational thinking and often contribute to cognitive impairment.
 
Nope! I've seen lots of heart ache in my life, too. However, right now I'm having more fun than I've ever had in my life.
 
It's just another great day, and the world is what you make of it, not the other way around. Bunch of depressing fucks around here.
 
i've never wished I wasn't born and I've never considered suicide.

Life is what you make it. You're given once chance at it- why waste even one second of that wishing you could give it back?
 
stilleto said:
i've never wished I wasn't born and I've never considered suicide.

Life is what you make it. You're given once chance at it- why waste even one second of that wishing you could give it back?

Even when you were 250 lbs. fat and depressed? BTW, good job on losing all that weight. Most fat people never do it. Takes disclipline.
 
biteme said:
Even when you were 250 lbs. fat and depressed? BTW, good job on losing all that weight. Most fat people never do it. Takes disclipline.

i wasn't depressed.

i've never been depressed, actually- but no, i was fat, but not wishing I was dead.
 
I've never wished I was not alive.. life is too short as it is
 
All you positive people make me sick. I think you all need to be decapitated.
 
Lestat said:
I think we all can do a little to push the world in a positive direction.


I would love to think that worked........but again, the list of people who've been aced because they were trying to do just that...........it's a who's who of the best this world had to offer. And all of them didn't make a damn bit of difference. So basically, peeps who gave their life to get people to "wake up"...........basically got a few moments of tears, and then we all went back to our daily rat killing.
 
redguru said:
and the world is what you make of it, not the other way around. .


so if I close my eyes and wish really hard and maybe click my heels together a couple times............all the greed and sloth and mediocrity in the world that hangs on to us like albatrosses, that goes away? No, no it doesn't. Some people are fortunate not to have those albatrosses, good for you. But there are people who can't get out from under it themselves no matter how hard they try............there's certain "realities" to the world that don't go away because you close your eyes tightly and recount "I think I can I think I can I think I can".........it just doens't work.
 
biteme said:
So you wouldn't have to see so much evil under the sun?


You're pretty much forced to not give a fuck in this world if you want to keep your sanity. There will always be someone there to fuck up what you set right. Oh well.
 
I look at it this way, there's something here I was supposed to learn...........and maybe waking up to the world and realizing that it aint' worth coming back is part of that, who knows. I just as soon see it through...........but then again, I haven't had some of the things happen to me that others have. So I don't hold it against anyone that has had enough, it's their life and if they don't feel that there's anything more for them here...........than so be it, be on your way. I respect people more for making the decision to leave because they know something is wrong with them and they might end up hurting other people if they stay. That's the samurai's code..........
 
redsamurai said:
I look at it this way, there's something here I was supposed to learn...........and maybe waking up to the world and realizing that it aint' worth coming back is part of that, who knows. I just as soon see it through...........but then again, I haven't had some of the things happen to me that others have. So I don't hold it against anyone that has had enough, it's their life and if they don't feel that there's anything more for them here...........than so be it, be on your way. I respect people more for making the decision to leave because they know something is wrong with them and they might end up hurting other people if they stay. That's the samurai's code..........
so just figure out that the best years arent behind you so you dont off yourself lol
 
Ive been depressed lately. Im a stand up comedian, writing comedy helps me through some times. From my experience: LOVE SUCKS. Thats the main reason im depressed right now, this world is a hard place to live in thats for sure. Life sucks, and then you die. I like that saying...lol.

I just try to concentrate on little things, performing good for one night, one good workout, one good cardio session, on good date. If i break it up im better able to deal. -DOC
 
superdave said:
so just figure out that the best years arent behind you so you dont off yourself lol


I had no plans of offing myself anytime soon, as I said, I think that pretty much ensures you just go around some celestial turnstile and have to start all the fuck way over again.................but me best years are behind me.
 
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