I've done one cycle and it's definitely addictive. Not the money part, or the injections for me, but man when I'm on I feel about 10 years younger, flat out.
When I'm on gear and people say that I'm getting bigger and I see my strength going crazy I start to feel like I can't get enough gear. So to me it is addictive. Shit I'm 6'1 226 lbs and I'm the smallest of all my buddies so I have some catching up to do.
1 week left and then I am done, I am already depressed. I love the feeling while on. I think people just like the feeling of power while on, the extra test makes me feel 10 years younger!!
the main thing I learned from my first cycle is that I DO NOT want to blow up with water because it just depressed me to no end when I saw my weight drop at the end of my cycle. i'm hoping liquidex with my next test enan + EQ cycle will give me some solid gains. Plus I plan on eating a lot cleaner with this upcoming cycle.
It is pretty psycologically addictive for me. I love the strength and I feel so much better; Just more energetic and upbeat. I originally only planned to do one cycle but before I was even through with that one I was already planning another. I couldn't wait to get back on.