Do you ever get a little... insane?

[Citruscide]

Have any of you ever felt a little insane? Say, where you feel like you need to destroy everything around you, but you have the rational sense to not do it? How appealing taking a sludgehammer to a car sounds now... I think it will help me to release alot of the tension I am feeling right around now.

I don't think I'm any sort of a roid rager... I have much too much control over myself for that. But there are other emotions that I really can't control that seem to ignite these anger feelings...

Oh well, just rambling... it helps a little to get it off my chest.

C

 

[Citruscide]

BTW, I changed my avatar back to the pissed off "FUCK YOU" one, to reflect my attitude in general now. I really hope no one goes out of their way to piss me off today... it's not a good time for me to be contimplating the thoughts of reigning down blows upon someone's head.

C

 

[MommaKin]

I'm with ya here.....

 

[Raina]

I know the feeling-- especially this week. It's awful.

I have a pretty nasty temper. I would never hit other people, but I've been known to throw a fist through a wall. Yeah, it hurts my hand a lot but I always seem to feel a little better. One day I was just feeling completely pissed at the word and I kicked a 5x5 foot mirror that I had leaning against a wall. It made such a cool sound-- like raining glass. It made a huge mess but I couldn't stop smiling afterwards. I know that's not the responsible way to deal with frustration, but it sure made me feel better. Does that make me nuts??

 

[Crazier]

Sounds like you need a session with the budda bro.
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[casavant]

Man, I know exactly what you're talking about. Even sober, I've done a number on a few doors and walls. Drunk, it's really bad, although after paying $600 in damages to a titty bar last summer, I'm much better at staying in control of myself. Still, there are some days where you just want to smash everything in site, even if you don't actually do it.

 

[Citruscide]

Thanks, I don't feel so bad now... I still feel a little insane and out of control... but it's good to know I'm not the only one who wants to break things every now and again.

Thanks guy, you're the greatest.

C

 

[Warik]

I did today in class when a guy took 15 minutes to answer a question.

Look, either you know it or you don't. Stop trying to act smart by answering the question after 15 minutes, because, regardless of whether or not you answered correctly, you're still a dumbass for taking so long.

-Warik

 

[toga22]

LOL....I am with you all this is a week from hell!!

Yesterday, a *cough* asshole at the gym where I work at came busting through the doors...hitting me in the face and breaking off 3 of my front teeth. Leaving me to look like the Redneck that didn't find a toothbrush quick enough....I think I probably could spit watermelons seeds through the wholes in my teeth.

Well, my ever loving boss, threatens to fire me if I don't apologize to the "gentlemen" who reconstructed my smile. He said that the member was very offended by the comments I made, and wants to be personally apologized too. ....this is the best I can do, right now.

Then to top it off, I just got asked to be maid of honor in a friends wedding, which is great. Come to find out that I am paired off with my ex, whom I can only be cordial to for a very short time. His comment to the whole thing is "it must be fate"

Well, now that I am done ranting.....LOL.
I hope everything goes better for you C.
Keep your chin up.........

~toga

 

[casavant]

it's good to know I'm not the only one who wants to break things every now and again.

Likewise.

 

[Citruscide]

I did today in class when a guy took 15 minutes to answer a question.

Look, either you know it or you don't. Stop trying to act smart by answering the question after 15 minutes, because, regardless of whether or not you answered correctly, you're still a dumbass for taking so long.

-Warik

I hear ya... sometimes I think it's best to not open up my emotions to others... I think it stirs up something inside of me that hasn't been stirred up before...

It's rather confusing... and rather annoying at the same time...

But I would like to destroy something...

C

 

[casavant]

Citruscide:

Problems with your girlfriend?

 

[Citruscide]

Re: Citruscide:

Problems with your girlfriend?

No... no problems with my girlfriend. She is pretty freekin awesome to put up with my antics most of the time, ya know. She is quite possibly the greatest thing to happen to me in my entire life... Just my emotions in GENERAL I havea problem with... I have no problem in other areas...

C

 

[big4life]

We all want to break things at one time or another. Sometimes we want to break people, but we calm down.


Toga: You should have saved a few of those choice words for your boss.

I hope you're feeling better.

 

[Big Buck]

I have been known to be more than a little insane at times. I have a VERY quick temper. I've been to counseling for my anger problem...it helped a little, but sometimes I just can't help myself. It just takes something to click that "on" button and WATCH OUT!!!

 

[Citruscide]

I have been known to be more than a little insane at times. I have a VERY quick temper. I've been to counseling for my anger problem...it helped a little, but sometimes I just can't help myself. It just takes something to click that "on" button and WATCH OUT!!!

My fighting temper is pretty good... It takes the right buttons to set me off... I work at a freeking nightclub on the weekends... I have to control it, or I'd be in jail every weekend for bustin my fists through people's jaws.

My temper comes when dealing with idiots who think they know what the fuck it is they talkin' bout! Also, there are little things that piss me off... being put on call waiting for 10 minutes (I'll hang up before that... but still...

Again, it's good to know there are others that get the urge to break things.

C

 

[danielson]

I did today in class when a guy took 15 minutes to answer a question.

Look, either you know it or you don't. Stop trying to act smart by answering the question after 15 minutes, because, regardless of whether or not you answered correctly, you're still a dumbass for taking so long.

-Warik

did he get the answer correct?


i have been known to throw the odd mental fit. only on inanimate objects though....and the ones that dont usually break. ive punched my freezer v.hard once (i was doing bag work and got frustrated at the lack of room caused by the freezer, no-ones asked about the dent yet ) and put a hole in my closet once too, thought that was when i was younger



toga im sorry to hear that any chance of a law suit from that or for them to cover dental work?

 

[Warik]

did he get the answer correct?

Not on the first try.

Or the second.

Or the third.

He only took about a minute to answer. The remaining 19 minutes consisted of the teacher correcting him until he finally got the right answer. My God... the pain.

-Warik

 

[danielson]

Not on the first try.

Or the second.

Or the third.

He only took about a minute to answer. The remaining 19 minutes consisted of the teacher correcting him until he finally got the right answer. My God... the pain.

-Warik

glad to see classroom time being efficiently used for all the pupils

thats a clear case of 'please wait after class and ill explain it'

 

[Citruscide]

Not on the first try.

Or the second.

Or the third.

He only took about a minute to answer. The remaining 19 minutes consisted of the teacher correcting him until he finally got the right answer. My God... the pain.

-Warik

You could have opened up a 40oz can of unadulterated WHOOPASS on his mutha fuckin hizzay...

C

 

[katz]

Damn...come to think of it I haven't had the urge to break anything in quite a while. But then I haven't seen the cheating x-fiance since august. Wow..my life is so stress free now and I'm very happy!