do any of you have friends that suffer from depression from E use

[ripped to shreads2]

i used e heavily for about 2 years taking 5-7 pills at a time then was doing straight molly and of course SPECIAL K
i got to be the most depresed mofo out there expesialy now that i havent used gear in 3 months i ocasionaly do some jejo and this causes me to imagine things or if iam hangigng out with a group of friends i outomaticly think they are ploting againts me and talking in codes about me what the fuck
now i wiew myself as a junkie even though i dont do it any more but i dont work and every time i get a buck i spent it on drugs, i plan on getting gear with it but it dont work that way
like this sunday got cash for my b day was gona get some ip but ended up geting jejo and k
my life flashed before me i looked at myself asd a scum so if i can give anyone advice on drugs DONT DO THEM, unless they do something for you besides state of euphoria
if they make you gain muscle gooood
but if they make you loose friends family money(well gear can too as far as cash) dont even think about it

ill shut the fuck up now

 

[Delinquent]

You know I only started having anxiety and depression symptoms about a year after I stopped x. I never had any of the symptoms while still using. Actually those were the best times of my life so far.

 

[THE BOUNCER]

hey johnboy, clean out your pm box ya idiot!

 

[Delinquent]

How the hell did you get that out of what I wrote? I'm just saying that I never remember feeling any anxiety or depression before or during my run with X. That period of time was the best so far b/c I didn't have that many responsibilities besides paying for my car insurance. Other than that all I did was work at a restaurant and party. Much more fun than doing this 40 hour week bullshit with bills and all.

 

[ripped to shreads2]

iam defenetly a idiot

 

[Judo Tom]

i had the same problem.. about 4 -6 months after stopping x use (i used it too much too) i got depressed

i was put on efexxor.. it was first used to treat depression in coke addicts...

read up on it...

good luck

 

[Glenn]

I dont know about any of my friends but I sure as hell got fucked up from the shit. I dont think there is a cure for the the long term effects from using E. I used to drop doses every weekend when I was in my late teens. Now 4 years later, Im taking celexa for depression, Neurontin for Bipolar and klonpin for anxiaty. I strongly suggest that no one ever use E !!!! If I could wake up just one day feeling the way I used to back before I discovered the stuff, I give anything!!!! - glenn

 

[hardone899]

i agree with glen

i have never felt the same and it's been 2 and 1/2 years. I take depakote, prozac, klonopin, and trazedone for sleep. I guess I will never feel like my old self again. It's not just from X , but the usual stuff in life, no money, shitty car, crap job. Before X I had A nice ride A $40,000 a year job( which isn't that bad) and I was just loving life with my beautiful girlfriend. I felt like shit one time when she told me that she wished the old me would come walking t hrough the door. Will prozac help correct some damage? It's been 6 weeks and I feel alot better! Are they just handing out Paxil for E related cases? Because I think Paxil would probably be the perfect thing! By the way I have never done any other mind altering drugs except ghb, alcohol, and weed a few times. Never tried or intend on doing anything else. It's been 8 weeks with no drinking. I am taking my meds as I am suppose to and they work. If anyone needs to talk about how to deal with this just email. Peace, jay

 

[Delinquent]

Sorry man but it seems you let X control your life a little too much. It's just like any drug, if you start using it for an escape instead of an adventure, you need to stop. You're blaming X for losing your job? It's not heroin. Once a substance starts to affect your normal day to day activities is when you've gone too far.

 

[scruples]

human brain damage caused by ecstasy is not proven