Did steroids change your life?

[NOS2.0]

yes Rick, they are addictive. Not physically ofcourse. But because we are men, and all have some sort of drive to be larger and more "alpha" than other men. <<<which is a macho douche bag philosophy but its true as far as the genetic programming of men in general. Even if we each individually arent egotistical assholes the genetic programming is still burried in there. We were basically programmed to Eat, Fuck, and Conquer.
Many of us have a "small complex". Or a "skinny complex". Which is essentially rooted to what I first mentioned.

Im at a size right now where if I put a hoodie on it hides my size still. When I take it off after warming up though...the little faggoty "no clue" gym oxygen stealers with their t-shirt sleeves rolled up stop smirking like tough guys and leave the general area. I chuckle to myself and proceed with my business at hand.
Then two days ago I go at a different time than usual to train my son on his leg day and I see a guy who made me feel like I make those fags I mention feel. This guys was absolutely fucking jacked and shredded and alot bigger than me. I was ofcourse respectfully in aw of his appearance. Not intimidated like the smirking 140 lb jerkoffs with their sleeves rolled up. But after the aw was envy. Its natural. It makes me want to be bigger and bigger. How do we accomplish this? AAS, HGH, ect..... So yes.... its addictive. Doesnt help that even the nicest most genuine of us are deep deep deep down selfish self centered egotistical narcissistic bastards.

Nice post bro! I like it

 

[RickRock13]

yes Rick, they are addictive. Not physically ofcourse. But because we are men, and all have some sort of drive to be larger and more "alpha" than other men. <<<which is a macho douche bag philosophy but its true as far as the genetic programming of men in general. Even if we each individually arent egotistical assholes the genetic programming is still burried in there. We were basically programmed to Eat, Fuck, and Conquer.
Many of us have a "small complex". Or a "skinny complex". Which is essentially rooted to what I first mentioned.

Im at a size right now where if I put a hoodie on it hides my size still. When I take it off after warming up though...the little faggoty "no clue" gym oxygen stealers with their t-shirt sleeves rolled up stop smirking like tough guys and leave the general area. I chuckle to myself and proceed with my business at hand.
Then two days ago I go at a different time than usual to train my son on his leg day and I see a guy who made me feel like I make those fags I mention feel. This guys was absolutely fucking jacked and shredded and alot bigger than me. I was ofcourse respectfully in aw of his appearance. Not intimidated like the smirking 140 lb jerkoffs with their sleeves rolled up. But after the aw was envy. Its natural. It makes me want to be bigger and bigger. How do we accomplish this? AAS, HGH, ect..... So yes.... its addictive. Doesnt help that even the nicest most genuine of us are deep deep deep down selfish self centered egotistical narcissistic bastards.

Yeh bro, I can definitely relate to that. I feel pretty alpha in the gym 90% of the time, but every now in then there is somebody that comes along and is just bigger, stronger, and more ripped than you. Its just part of it. There is always somebody better around the corner. Its great fuel for motivation and drive to get bigger and better though, so I enjoy being envious sometimes.

As for being self-centered egotistical narcissistic bastards....we all know that most of us are not. Its a label given to us by others that are not in our shoes and can't or won't do what we do to get what we want. You rarely see one of our kind calling another selfish. It takes one to know one so to speak. Its common for other people to confuse confidence with arrogance.

 

[Hatcher33]

Everything you do and experience in my opinion changes your life. Roids can be either good and bad, just make sure you know what you are doing before you do it, work hard and learn from mistakes.

 

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[burnthiscorpse]

As for being self-centered egotistical narcissistic bastards....we all know that most of us are not. Its a label given to us by others that are not in our shoes and can't or won't do what we do to get what we want. You rarely see one of our kind calling another selfish. It takes one to know one so to speak. Its common for other people to confuse confidence with arrogance.

No, what I mean is deep deep down as men with male programming its in there. I dont mean us as bodybuilders ect and how the outside world percieves us. I mean just as men in general. The desire however big or small to be bigger or better, stronger, faster, better looking...anything than the next guy. Even if out of friendly competition and not douchebaggery. I dont think internal selfishness or narcissism is shown like it would be hundreds of years ago. Its just a smirk or a thought to yourself saying damn, that dude is huge...I wanna be that big.. Ect...

Its pretty dumbed down in this day and age. << The male programming i mean. Ofcourse you have the occasional dick wad.

And yes...confusing confidence for arrogance is a wide spread issue. Mostly with non BB'ing people.