Deep End?

[CrimsonKing]

Have you ever fallen off the deep end? How do you know if you fell into the deep end of just the shallows? How long do you tread water before you worry about drowning? When do you call for a life-guard? What if you keep swimming for shore but feel like your caught in a rip-tide being pulled out to deeper water? What if you’ve never had to rely on a life guard before and are skeptical that can help at all? What about your responsibilities? If you just check out and call a life-guard you fuck up the life’s of the people relying on you to support them? How long do you tread water before you get caught by someone else and booted out of your job?

I’m having rough day, week, month, year…. The only thing going right is my health and kids… outside that everything is inside out and upside down.. including writing for help on a fitness board to people who don’t know me from adam and probably don’t give a fuck…


Do you think I’m manic/depressive? – lol

 

[WODIN]

Welcome to the deep end of the pool, all you really have to do is JUST LET GO!!!!

 

[havoc]

Welcome to the deep end of the pool, all you really have to do is JUST LET GO!!!!

Yep, one moment at a time, relax, smoke a bowl. peace

 

[The Shadow]

Deep end??

Isn't that a movie about the love affair between DOT and the kitchen blender?

 

[LiLady11]

Welcome to the deep end of the pool, all you really have to do is JUST LET GO!!!!

I've come to learn that this is the only way!!When things aren't going your way, whats the use in worrying and making yourself feel worse?

Cheer up love

 

[CrimsonKing]

ok I guess I have no choice but to embrace the new form of reality I find my sorry ass in....

 

[kronk]

Yep, one moment at a time, relax, smoke a bowl. peace

Great advice brother.

 

[THeMaCHinE]

Have you ever fallen off the deep end?

yes

How do you know if you fell into the deep end of just the shallows?

when you can't find many reasons to not put a bullet through your head or take a leap from a chair with a rope around your neck, you're in the deep

How long do you tread water before you worry about drowning?

not very long, you wear out fast

When do you call for a life-guard?

as soon as you can; get some books, get a therapist

What if you keep swimming for shore but feel like your caught in a rip-tide being pulled out to deeper water?

Give yourself permission to not reach the shore today; wade for awhile and see what the shoreline develops into; you don't have to make any decisions today

What if you’ve never had to rely on a life guard before and are skeptical that can help at all?
acknowledge that they're called a life-guard for a reason. acknowledge that if you've never tried it, you have no rational reason to be skeptical -- that your skepticism is based on emotion, likely fear. Realize your fears and open up to them

What about your responsibilities? If you just check out and call a life-guard you fuck up the life’s of the people relying on you to support them?
not necessarily, can't comment on this one until you expound on your situation more

How long do you tread water before you get caught by someone else and booted out of your job?

again, more info

I’m having rough day, week, month, year…. The only thing going right is my health and kids…
those are two FANTASTIC things to have, don't you agree?

outside that everything is inside out and upside down.. including writing for help on a fitness board to people who don’t know me from adam and probably don’t give a fuck…

been there, done that; you'd be surprised who cares about you -- more people than you think

hang in there, OK?



Do you think I’m manic/depressive? – lol

 

[Lifter4Life]

Havoc I realize "the weed" is your cure-all but its a drug. Try to get through life sober. Drugs are for stupid kids. IMO

 

[Citruscide]

I embrace the deep end of the pool... I thrive there... I saunter around... looking for victims who have lost their way...

Ok, I just like being out there... I spend most of my life on a limb..

C

 

[CRNT93]

Havoc I realize "the weed" is your cure-all but its a drug. Try to get through life sober. Drugs are for stupid kids. IMO

He doesn't smoke to get high.He smokes it for the minerals and essential nutrients,I believe.And only once a week,after sunset-one hit.