Sry to hear ur shut down man...
I didn't do a cycle as hardcore as urs but mine (anavar 4 weeks @ 40mg) surpressed me down to 170 when I first was tested. It's now 3 mths later and I'm 244 total test so I feel I might be coming back naturally maybe. Only say maybe because tht first test was taken late (4:30 pm) and I had taken clomid for 4 days @ 50mg and i got another test before 12am two weeks later and my test level was up to 250 range...
So my conclusion on tht is tht I may have not really had a 170 test score in the early morning. But actually 250ish and it had fallen (as it's known to do throughout day) to the 170 level. Only say this because I doubt 4 days really made that big of a difference. 3 mths later and I'm still 244.
Anyhow, point is find an endocrinologist to go to. And I'd say hurry it up. I followed many doc opinions now of "don't do anything and come back on your own". About 8 to be exact. Even the endo prob won't give you the advise your looking for. Mine wants me on trt, and i choose to push tht off till I no for a fact I can't come back on my own. Something about being stuck on it for life has me just not into it lol. But at least you'll have everything in place so tht you can get the test you need to feel norm again once you found your not coming back, if tht happens.
I can no longer sit and do nothing while I read all day online of other guys using the same stuff and even more hardcore roids and see them coming off with no issues. So Ive started taking natty test boosters, in my case w using jus var... I might have a chance at coming back with them.
Right now I'm on androbolix and have noticed a gain in mood, feeling of well being, libido, lifts, lengths of time running and just feel better. It's got me taking less and less xanex now and I had been free of any anxiety for 5 days straight, no issues swallowing, no crazy thoughts, no bad feelings in general. (all of tht shit can be from low t)... So now I'm pretty confident that it's working. Only thing I'm worried about is possible having an estrogen rebound, never felt it before on this, always had great results from cycles of andro but at this point with feeling I have a fragile balance I'm kinda fearful of it happening. I no it has an estrogen blocker in it (6oxo) and is pose to make the ratio between test and estro widen vastly. Hopefully it works.
As soon as I can I'm doing this: ( have everything but hcgenerate, so maybe a week from now)
I'm doing an hcgenerate, test recovery stack ( toco8, endoamp, sustain alpha), krill oils, ruthless multivit. As per needtogetaas's recommendations.
You might wanna pm him and see wht he thinks for you because from what I read you should be able to do hcgenerate, unleashed, and post cycle and be back In a mth. I dont know for sure in you situation but I have a pal who used these to come off var and had no issues.
And on top of it you mint as well get some clomid and nolva jus incase these don't work or even using them w these sups.. Their supposed to work great together. Personally tho im wanting to try the natty way. Imagine what possibilities open up it these will actually get you back with in 4 weeks. You could then safely and with peace of mind do future cycles.
Hope this helped
Ps I have looked up various other threads on the sups from needtobuildmuscle.net and all have great reviews. Bloodtests seem to be promising as well. And I'm not tying to push these products as I haven't even tried them yet but I'm hoping and praying they will do what they claim. And if they do I will announce it to the world.