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DEATH... what is it like?

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what do you think death is like?

can you imagine the last minutes of life? it must be such an empty feeling.. pure fear OR the complete opposite... purely peaceful... depending on how sick you were and if you were looking at death as a release...

death scares the hell out of me... i sit there in bed thinking of it non stop.. i never was afraid of dying (like this) until i got married... my life is as close to perfect as it could be... (i make jack shit for money but i love my life)... WHEN the EAGLES win it all... that will be the tip (until i have kids- then that will be the tip... until my son plays for the eagles and wins the superbowl WITH THEM... then that will be the tip)
 
i didnt mean perfect... i would say "very happy" is a better term than perfect in this case.
 
dont get me wrong though.. i have money problems like a motha fucka... bill collectors gave up on my ass and just started taking my income tax returns... i drive a 96 pickup truck with 150K miles on it... i cant afford a new car and had to roll coins to buy new tires for my wifes car (she hit a pot hole and blew out two tires)... Life is good though... to breath, to even be able to see some of the views out there... to wake up warm and cozy... its fucking awesome... life is just awesome.
 
death itself doesn't scare me. in fact sometimes when i am in so much physical pain and can't breath ( i have very serious asthma, have actually had my heart stop before because of it) i find myself welcoming death just for the peace. but then i think of everything i would be leaving behind. my family, my friends, and now jason and i am not ready. if death wants me anytime soon its going to have to take me kicking and screaming. even though i know its total out of my control.
 
i often wonder if god is real... i sure hope so.. but to question death and our purpose without having god to fall back on makes it a really empty topic.

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you stop existing and remember nothing. you didn't exist for the millenia before you were born so i dont think you will have a problems not existing after.
 
You know that sludge that can accumulate in your garbage cans if you don't wash them out? That stuff is about how much my life is worth...
 
BLITZ99 said:
i often wonder if god is real... i sure hope so.. but to question death and our purpose without having god to fall back on makes it a really empty topic.

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You hope so? Why? You're probably fucked if he is.
 
HumanTarget said:
what an ab-so-fucking-lutely ghoulish topic..........
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LMAO! I've never heard it put that way. I've had a fascination with death for a long while. I hope that I don't go out choking on my own spit, begging for death. But there are no guarantees.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
You know that sludge that can accumulate in your garbage cans if you don't wash them out? That stuff is about how much my life is worth...
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yeah. makes you think that if there was a god he would have given you some poon by now.
 
what was it like? did everything just fade? or did you "know" what was going on?


if there is a god, i believe he would be very forgiving... he is "perfect" and purely good.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
yeah. makes you think that if there was a god he would have given you some poon by now.
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He never liked me....I never liked me. Life=Piss...
 
HumanTarget said:
i flat-lined a few years ago, not a happy memory.
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it sucks. scared the crap out of my family. happened while i was staying with my rents back in june. stopped breathing, my mom started cpr but when the paramedics got there i was flatline. they were able to get my heart started again a min later. said my mom saved my life.
 
BLITZ99 said:
what was it like? did everything just fade? or did you "know" what was going on?


if there is a god, i believe he would be very forgiving... he is "perfect" and purely good.
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LOL, are you completely oblivious to what goes on around you? If there is a god, he's a sadistic bastard.
 
free will brother... thats what a christian would argue...

god doesnt control what is going to happen because he chose not to... he does KNOW what is going down though...

christians make some great points about god... so do muslims, atheists, agnostic folk (like me)...

fact of the matter is... NOBODY KNOWS.
 
strangebrew said:
LOL, are you completely oblivious to what goes on around you? If there is a god, he's a sadistic bastard.
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Dood. You ain't get nuthin' for Christmas.
 
that sucks. mine was because i had been really ill, wasn't taking care of myself and developed a mucus plug in my lung and it blocked off my airway.
 
I've had a funny feeling in my chest the past few days and I noticed tonight that my heart is skipping beats during this feeling. I may be able to let you all know how death is very soon.
 
death is mind boggling... some say you must experience something to be able to comprehend it... like death or god (was it descartes who said this? idealism???)

death confuses me... scares me... occupies my mind constantly.. almost to the point where it alters the way i do some things.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
Why can't you juice? Cuz of your age, testing, money?
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lol, no source.

it's crazy i'm dying to try the new UG primo, some good ol' mex test enanthate, and winstol. but for the life of me i cant get a local source.

i'm not prodding anyone here for a source that is BAD (standard pledge of allegiance voice) i'm just saying i wann get huge!
 
BLITZ99 said:
free will brother... thats what a christian would argue...

god doesnt control what is going to happen because he chose not to... he does KNOW what is going down though...

christians make some great points about god... so do muslims, atheists, agnostic folk (like me)...

fact of the matter is... NOBODY KNOWS.
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Yes, that's exactly it, nobody knows. If there is in fact a heaven, and it's like the bible describes...wouldn't that mean those who go there are God's slaves? After all, that's our reward isn't it? We get to serve him. It also describes hell as life without God. So technically we're in hell right now.
 
biteme said:
I've had a funny feeling in my chest the past few days and I noticed tonight that my heart is skipping beats during this feeling. I may be able to let you all know how death is very soon.
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you might want to pay attention to those palpitations, it may be nothing but you'd rather be safe than sorry. do you smoke?? lol, no, i heard you go off earlier..........but stimulants will do that to you, caffeine, alcohol, ephedra, etc. eliminate the variable and see which does it.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
lol, no source.

it's crazy i'm dying to try the new UG primo, some good ol' mex test enanthate, and winstol. but for the life of me i cant get a local source.

i'm not prodding anyone here for a source that is BAD (standard pledge of allegiance voice) i'm just saying i wann get huge!
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you can't get it in the mail? No PO box?
 
BLITZ99 said:
death is mind boggling... some say you must experience something to be able to comprehend it... like death or god (was it descartes who said this? idealism???)

death confuses me... scares me... occupies my mind constantly.. almost to the point where it alters the way i do some things.
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I use to be the same way. Not as much anymore. I've accepted that I'm going to die. I just hope it's quick and not too drawn out and painful.
And like you, I notice the little things that I use to be oblivious to, such as a beautiful sunset. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes (the awesome beauty around me) because I know that one day, I will no longer be able to look upon it.
 
i've requested to be buried with a cell phone, a radio, and my eagles jersey. just in case i wake up.
 
I have a mild arythmia but i hve never paid much attention to it. This is going to sound bad probably but i don't hope for a peaceful death. I want to go kicking screaming, fighting, biting anything other than falling asleep and dying. Live hard, Die hard, leave a bloody mangled corpse to gross out your friends.
When it is over, it is over. Forget about preparing or worrying about death and live your damn life.
As long as I go with a smile on my face or laughing I will be good. But then again, how will I know?
 
HumanTarget said:
you might want to pay attention to those palpitations, it may be nothing but you'd rather be safe than sorry. do you smoke?? lol, no, i heard you go off earlier..........but stimulants will do that to you, caffeine, alcohol, ephedra, etc. eliminate the variable and see which does it.
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Could be the gram of test.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
oh the mail isn't the problem (i have a PO box), finding someone to ship it to me is the problem. if you know what i mean.
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check your PMs :D
 
Beachbum1546 said:
you stop existing and remember nothing. you didn't exist for the millenia before you were born so i dont think you will have a problems not existing after.
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i agree ^^^^ ( however i am not 100% sure ;))

so i say don't be affraid of death because I think you will feel like after you have been put to sleep under a general anasthetic...you feel NOTHING!

the only thing to worry about is pain before you die!!!
 
Yasmina said:
i agree ^^^^ ( however i am not 100% sure ;))

so i say don't be affraid of death because I think you will feel like after you have been put to sleep under a general anasthetic...you feel NOTHING!

the only thing to worry about is pain before you die!!!
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I just worry about my daughter. I have to try and stay alive to save her the pain of growing up with a stepfather that she hates. I'm her haven. She needs me. I hope she forgives me if I die early from my weaknesses. I don't think I will or I wouldn't be doing what I do. I really think chances are slim.
 
HumanTarget said:
a fucking gram? in a week, right?
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Yeah, but only for 6 weeks. 3 more to go. Many take much more than that. It's not suppose to give you a fuggin heart attack.
 
biteme said:
I just worry about my daughter. I have to try and stay alive to save her the pain of growing up with a stepfather that she hates. I'm her haven. She needs me. I hope she forgives me if I die early from my weaknesses. I don't think I will or I wouldn't be doing what I do. I really think chances are slim.
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this is all pain BEFORE you die, but once your dead you won't feel what you are feeling now!!! (IMO!!)
write this in a letter to your daughter before it is too late and I am sure she will forgive you! ;) in fact she will love you even more!!! :)

but surely her mom won't let anything happen to her if she feels the same way about your daughter!!
 
Yasmina said:
this is all pain BEFORE you die, but once your dead you won't feel what you are feeling now!!! (IMO!!)
write this in a letter to your daughter before it is too late and I am sure she will forgive you! ;) in fact she will love you even more!!! :)

but surely her mom won't let anything happen to her if she feels the same way about your daughter!!
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Unfortunately her mom is the devil. ;)
 
i guess that's not too bad, i was runnin' close to 2g a week at one point. but i've always pushed the envelope when it came to shit like that.
 
HumanTarget said:
i guess that's not too bad, i was runnin' close to 2g a week at one point. but i've always pushed the envelope when it came to shit like that.
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I never have but I'm getting older and if I want to reach my goals, I've got to try a little more. Up to 500 mgs a week has proven to be safe. I just can't imagine dropping dead because you upped your dosage 2x for a short while. I added 20 mgs of anavar ED for the past month. I've never had palpitations ( if that's what this is) to this degree. I don't feel bad, just very aware of the sensation and noticed the skip beats when I take pulse. About 1 or 2 a minute.
 
hmmm, i used to get those palps alot, but i quit eating fast food, quit smoking and cut back on my caffeine, since then i hardly ever get them. but you seem to be on top of things, which is the most important, being aware.
 
HumanTarget said:
hmmm, i used to get those palps alot, but i quit eating fast food, quit smoking and cut back on my caffeine, since then i hardly ever get them. but you seem to be on top of things, which is the most important, being aware.
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I drink coffee every day. I'll try to avoid it tomorrow and see if it goes away. Gonna be hard to stay awake though.
 
i drank a cup of coffee last week before working out, i felt like Tyrone Biggums after his first hit off of a crack pipe, i was so shaky and jittery, coffee is strong shit, people jus don't realize cuz they drink it everyday.
 
HumanTarget said:
i drank a cup of coffee last week before working out, i felt like Tyrone Biggums after his first hit off of a crack pipe, i was so shaky and jittery, coffee is strong shit, people jus don't realize cuz they drink it everyday.
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Thanks for sharing and the tips. Time to hit the hay. I'm not afraid to die anymore trying to reach my goals, we all die, so might as well live the way you want. I just need to stick around for my daughter, although she'll be rich if I croak. LOL. I'm sure I'll be fine. Later. :)
 
as a mortician going on a dozen years
death indeed comes to us all
this business has taught me more about life and living than death and dying
unfortunately for me,tied to my family as I am
I can't at the moment truly do as I have learned
stuck in nowhere Alabama with a cemetery, serving parents and a community
there are ideals greater than one's self
but fuck this past week we have been in involved with a petty family squabble over a guy's ashes
the wife and his children have been fightin' over who gets his ashes
lawyers and shit involved
my mother and I have spent over 4 hours on the phone with these people
the wife constantly comes by
lawyers calling,back and forth,back and forth
and legally it's quite clear the wife is the legal custodian
the hair in the ointmnent is she has only been his wife for 4 years and the children have been for 25 years yada yada ayda
in the mean time between time we got other people dying
other people to learn and remember and shit to think about
and hear the phone rings and here it is again and it's such and such lawyer who wants to know the status of the ashes
fuck
 
HumanTarget said:
so it goes.............
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why bother?
dumb ass
I mean "shit"
if that's all you have to offer up
well why bother
fuck for brains... would have made a better impression
aren't you going for some kinda' impression?
"human target"?
WTF kinda internet nomdeplume is dat?
french! I tell ya
so you're french and you know what? we'll kill ya...
 
BLITZ99 said:
what do you think death is like?

can you imagine the last minutes of life? it must be such an empty feeling.. pure fear OR the complete opposite... purely peaceful... depending on how sick you were and if you were looking at death as a release...

death scares the hell out of me... i sit there in bed thinking of it non stop.. i never was afraid of dying (like this) until i got married... my life is as close to perfect as it could be... (i make jack shit for money but i love my life)... WHEN the EAGLES win it all... that will be the tip (until i have kids- then that will be the tip... until my son plays for the eagles and wins the superbowl WITH THEM... then that will be the tip)
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Dude when you get there, make sure you post up about it.
 
Why in the hell would anyone waste their time thinking about death.

Life is short enough as it is
 
Death does not concern nor has it ever, I'm more interested in life right now. Why dwell on the inevitable, something you have little to no control over?
 
BLITZ99 said:
what do you think death is like?

can you imagine the last minutes of life? it must be such an empty feeling.. pure fear OR the complete opposite... purely peaceful... depending on how sick you were and if you were looking at death as a release...

death scares the hell out of me... i sit there in bed thinking of it non stop.. i never was afraid of dying (like this) until i got married... my life is as close to perfect as it could be... (i make jack shit for money but i love my life)... WHEN the EAGLES win it all... that will be the tip (until i have kids- then that will be the tip... until my son plays for the eagles and wins the superbowl WITH THEM... then that will be the tip)
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Dude the Iggles haven't lost the NFC championship yet. Give it a few weeks.
 
sniff sniff.. smell that wodin? it's your old ass decaying.
 
strangebrew said:
LOL, are you completely oblivious to what goes on around you? If there is a god, he's a sadistic bastard.
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LMAO and it would be even more sadistic if you were standing there at the pearly gate and Saint Peter said. " Remeber that silly little post on EF?"
But I guess if you're that sure of your self, hey.
I for one am not burning any bridges, specially eternal ones.
 
BLITZ99 said:
sniff sniff.. smell that wodin? it's your old ass decaying.
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All I smell is the quite desperation of loserville iggle fans. :)
 
I think about death a lot too. Not in a sad or scared way, but in an intrigued way. I am not religious by any means, but it would be nice to think that your spirit does go somewhere when you die. But then I think about the times when I have been put under for surgery. I have no recollection of the time I was under. There are no memories, no dreams, nothing. And that's what bothers me. Because that leads me to believe that when I die, there will be nothing. I will simply cease to exist and that is that. And that is not the most comforting feeling.
 
You ever been put to sleep (wisdowm teeth, surgery)........you know those last few waking moments where everything gets really fuzzy? Thats EXACTLY what death feels like, providing (GOD WILLING) you die peacefully
 
Nicotine in wicked high doses gave me premature ventricular contractions.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
Nicotine in wicked high doses gave me premature ventricular contractions.
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Pussy did the same to me.
 
since ive gotten into astral projection........im not so afraid of it. Laugh if you want, but of been on out of body experiences on several occasions.
 
PICK3 said:
premature what?
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The first time I had sex, my girlfriend said, "Is that all?" I"m not shittin' either. I was 18, she was 15. Little slut. LOL
 
biteme said:
The first time I had sex, my girlfriend said, "Is that all?" I"m not shittin' either. I was 18, she was 15. Little slut. LOL
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Me too. Of course, that was after driving around for several hours looking for a place with her playing with my 16 year old cock.

Didn't last too long.
 
biteme said:
The first time I had sex, my girlfriend said, "Is that all?" I"m not shittin' either. I was 18, she was 15. Little slut. LOL
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wow that suks

that was harsh

and it took a big man to come out about something like that.











......pussy

j/k same here bro, 1st one was a mega slut and rode my ass silly. I saw her at Cosco the other day , she's a cashier, lmao, that beauty mark on her cheek is now a huge hairy mole and that chearleader figure is now a size 16, what a fat ass. She was trying to suck my dick all the way out the door as I got in my Benz, i was embarrased for her, revenge is sweet.
 
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