Paranoid people make me paranoid ... HAHAHAHA. On a more serious note ... ThatGuy ... u seriously need to chill-da-fck-out man! If you reach the end of week two and you still haven't noticed an increase in your lifts, then start to worry a bit. This is really typical of inexperience, lol. Your focus shouldn't be on the gear you are running. Mine isn't. Your focus should be on your diet and lifting. Focus on eating right and training hard, trying to increase your total weight you shift in a training session every session, even if it is only with 1kg (2.2lbs).
I currently have someone I'm helping. He got agitated because, even on gear, he feels that he is not making enough progress. He is, like me, not training for aesthetics, but for strength and well-being. I started logging his total weight shifted per session for every session and after 3 weeks, I pulled him aside and showed him the progress made and that he actually IS getting stronger.
Just be patient, focus on your eating and lifting and not the gear and also ... DO NOT TRY TO JUMP FROM shifting 50kg on the bench on Monday to shifting 70kg on Thursday. You might feel that you can shift it ... but increase the weight my small increments of no more than 5kg per session ... this will limit your risk of injury by loads and enable you to carry on training. I have seen MANY guys ending up with serious tears because they could shift more weight when the gear kicked in, but their muscles couldn't handle it. I have also seen guys who screwed themselves with joint injuries because the muscle could handle it, but it was too quick an increase for the joints to adjust to it.
The short of my whole message ... relax, focus on eating and training and as long as you keep on training and gradually increase the weight, you'll grow in strength and size, irrespective of gear.
This is actually the way it should be ... you train like that clean until you get to the point where it is not possible to naturally progress before you start using gear.
