Damn I can't kick this rec. drug habit.

[fergie]

Been there done that dont wanna go back, for about 4 years I was into alot of yayo and crystal and it was a bitch to quit. I pritty much left it all behind me, erased all my phone #'s made new friends and hit the gym really hard. You have a tough battle ahead of you but it is well worth it, trust me.

 

[jrlex]

I don't know what to do. I can't seem to kick this rec drug habit. I really started going at in late 2002 after a bad divorce and a broken heart. Stupid yes, but the truth. I use to go on the boards daily and train daily all of which I gave up. Now here I am three years later at rock bottom. The scary part is that I really want to give this up, but with the business I own I spend a lot of time alone at home. I feel like I have become a hobbit. It is wierd I live in Florida and my skin is so white I feel like casper. Yet I still do this drug. I was thinking about it and working some numbers out on paper. This month I spent about 3gs on drugs. Unfortunately, rehab is not an option as I would loose everything else that is positive in my life and my means for supporting myself.

Has anyone else been down this road. I feel so damn weak because I cannot stop this shit. I really need some advice. I wish I could say that I am going to put my mind to it and stop but everytime I do I am let down. I have not gone more that a few days with use. I really need to quit but once I go a few days I seem to be right back. I really want to get back in the gym, eat train etc but lost all the routine. I am a creature of habit and know that if I get out of this I can pull through but damn it is hard.

So what's the drug you silly cunt! Damm you for keeping us waiting!

 

[JayC9]

To help with the craving, jog, run any good cardio seems to work very well. Get a skipping rope if you can only be indoors.
You might have to jump rope all night, or until you get tired.

lol @ getting anyone going through withdrawal to even pick up a skipping rope