The end? Sat is the end comp wise. Dosages will be kept low from now on. Yes 24 weeks is a long time thats why I asked about doing the primo since the sides were real low. Did you notice my dose? 400mg, not much. I have proved what I set out to prove, could I have taken a safer route doing so? By all means yes. But with everything its live and learn, and try to make better decitions as we age. Im only 23 and know I have a world of information out there. For the record id say at least 70% of anabolicly enhanced members here on elite have little to no base. Not advocating but just stating a fact. I though listening to my large friend at the gym was what was best for me at the time, and am sure many others did as well. Before I joined elite PTC could have been a female problem for all I knew because none of the guys that juiced took anything to come off with, and on a side note either do any of the football players at my college. Anyway this place has been a learning godsent for me and im sure many others. Gym rat I know ive been a dick to you here on several occations. Please know its 90% diet and lack of proper sleep right now. Nothing personal I am definitally a bit snappy, I appritiate all of your suggestions. And yes I am now at a point where I am completely satisfied with size and leanness, I've been 280lbs before and was fat till I was 21yo, I got down to 165 with 17%bf from 60%bf in 4 months with no diet pills or any drugs of any kind. When you look at those pics you see fat, but for me at the time I was the leanest id ever been and stong as an ox to boot. I now look at those pics in complete shame. Trust me it took a lot for me to post those up. It took a lot to get that fat off as well, never ever again. Diet will stay comp with some extra's like natty pb and crystal light added but clean as a wistle no fruit or dairy. Dude I want you to understand my bulking diet was clean, I never cheated even bulking for 3 months all id really eat was a mix of shreaded wheat grape nuts dry oatmeal rasins and natty pb in a bowl with equal and milk, ate this combo 6+ times a day. Loved it yet it was also around 1200-1500 cals a bowl. Excessive cals is excessive cals period. But I never ate like shit that I assure you. Any way im done for tonight with all this. I have a routine that desperately need work to plan out.