i wouldn't recommend it... will a couple kill you.... probably not... will it be good for you... absolutely not... why even mess with it? especially when your working so hard on your cycle... i know its hard bro but you know what, sometimes you just have to make decisions.. I lived in clubs and parties for a decade bro and I made the decision that my health and body was the most important to me and i have never felt as good as i do now and im fuckin 30... and my body has never looked as good as it does now... its better to just break habit... this is my opinion and you can do what you want but i just don't recommend it... i know sometimes its not easy, trust me, i know firsthand, but sometimes you make sacrifices to actually get ahead later bro...