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drrman
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OMEGA said:
Yes, I think it made me a much stronger person mentally for sure. I had a ver bad motorcycle accident about 2 years after college and was laid up from 2 surgeries, this is when i got bad on the G. I couldn't train, couldn't do shit so i just laid around and tried catching a good buzz...........well that turned into me chasing a constant buzz that turned into an addiction. I finally work up one morning and looked at myself in the mirror, looked at my life, my financial situation and how i had alienated all my friends and family and literally walked to the sink and poured about 1k worth of the shit down the sink.
I've since turned my life around and doing better than I ever have!, its been about 2 years or so since my last cap of the liquid devil!
drrman said:
wow man thanks for sharing.
It means alot to share these things with people cus its proof that there is always hope.
being alone in the dark ( on all levels) after you burned your bridges both practically and spiritually( if you belive in Spiritual stuff) and still making it and becoming stronger shows that Grace and Determination can go hand and hand.
And now that you went through that you will be the one that will be able to reach out to someone and catch them before they fall.
And am always reminded about a Religious story about a man who was a criminal his whole life. He was walking in the desert after he decided not to rob or hurt people any more, and along the journey he could not make it to the other point. Becuase he stopped his old ways he had no rations to sustain him. He came upon a group of women where he had just enough strength to steal from them or harm them, just before he was going to do it, he said NO no more, if I have to die, I die........ in this moment he took ONE STEP towards God, and God RAN to him.........
He awoke on the other side alive and began his new life
It is Said if you crawl to God he will walk to you, if you walk to God he will Run to you, if you choose to Love God he will give you Everything.
sorry the story might not be relavent exactly but its a good one, in that its never too late to change.
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starskulker
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I came back from an 8 ball a day habit about 8 years ago. I hit bottom when I got busted and spent the night in jail only to find my whole family (everyone) waiting in the morning to pick me up. I pleaded guilty and was able to go to diversion but if I failed any drug tests or fucked up my probation I would have went to jail for minimum 5 years. I took full advantage of what was offered to me in diversion and NA meetings so I could get past this part of my life. I had wanted to quit for years but it took getting caught and the embarassement of my whole family getting me out of jail to finally get me to get my shit together. I havn't touched the stuff since.
klausflouride
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I did it once and spent the whole night thinking I was going to have a heart attack! From 1 line! I hate the shit anyway, but i know plenty who do it regularly while on.
JuicedAthletics
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Well, I hate to bump this thread but my training partner and I hit up a local bar on Friday night. He is prepping for a comp down here in Florida and he wont touch alcohol. I had a few drinks at the bar and I think he got a little annoyed.. He took a few bumps of blow. Felt great.. Those few bumps turned into about a gram by the end of the night.. Needless to say I havent seen him in the Gym Sat or Sunday.. As well, and even worse... I went over his place tonight to watch a game and he told me that he had lost 11 pounds in 48 hours.. Between losing his appetite, fucking up his metabolism, muscle breaking down and dehydration. This big, ripped dude who has a meticulous diet is now 201 when he started Friday morning off at 212. Great way to kill a comp. prep...
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