Flaming aside...and the fact that you aren't anywhere near your natural potential aside...using steroids when you haven't been training regularily for a prolonged period of time is very dangerous. Why, you ask? Because your muscles will increase in strength VERY dramatically in a short period of time. This is NOT a good thing, because your tendons are nowhere near ready for your muscle to be contracting so strongly. Think "SNAP" You will almost surely injure yourself if you go out and run a good cycle of orals. I could tell you to do an 8 weeker with Var throughout, Dbol for the first 4 weeks, and winny for the last 4 weeks, but it'd be irresponsible because you're just gonna hurt yourself. Train hard for a year...non-stop...and only then even begin to think about doing a cycle.