I am trying to sleep, but the situtation is keeping me awake.
I am so sorry for those and their families. I am can barely control my tears at this point. I have tried to sleep, even with some sleeping tablets that I needed before this happen. I am so ridden with anxiety that it is just too much to bare. God I knew something like this would happen this september,and knew of the loss of life last septmeber but could not figure out what would cause this, and now this has happened. I told some people about this last year and now they know I was right. DAMN it this is like curse that I can't get rid of.
I don't want to know these things, but they come in a wave and I cannot ignore them as they are so strong they make me want to puke. Call it intuitition, but I know these are a psychic event, I just wish I would never have another one again. But they continue anyway.
I have told others well in advance about these premontions, but I can't stop them. They just keep happening, well in advance of the trouble.....My friends are very shocked that I was right about these things. I am so depressed over this kind of shit. God if this is a gift, I don't want it anymore. It is a curse and I don't need this at all. I have strong feeling about Jerusalem, and something there is going to happen. Maybe in October or sooner.
Shit this is driving me crazy, I want this psychic events to stop, I don't want to know any of this, but they just keep happening.
Any one else has these feeling? Let me know, as I know I am not the only one who has this sense.