In my head lying about it, almost puts the ab to the use, ab-use. Ive been open about it for some years now, its probably more people who knows or at least suspects me of juicing than Im aware of. When questioned from close friends or relatives Ive allways said it like it is, parents have never asked me though. I never liked lying and sneaking around like fucking criminal, so I have to say that being open about it to my close ones feels pretty good. They are actually thankfull of being included, and showed the caution I take when using steroids and that I know what Im doing.
A few years ago when I was taking steroids in secret, I started thinking about this. What if I died? And my grieving girlfriend and parents came to clean out my appartment and found boxes with syringes, needles, and gear. How would these decent people who probably only connects steroids to roid and amphetamine-raging wrestlers in murder/suicide-cases in the news react to finding my sockdrawer full of that shit? Now they know, and they see that Im still myself, and no raging lunatic. In my eyes its the decent thing to do.