Anger??

[Amann418]

Hey I'm almost finished up with my cycle ill give U a run down of what I have been on but throughout my whole cycle I've been fine and just these last couple of weeks I've just been on edge like wanting to punch a wall 24/7 I hit the gym HARD n still want to punch a wall lol never felt this before and it sucks honestly! Is this normal I'm in week 17 right now and below ill give u my cycle

24
184.7
12%
2nd cycle first was test e 500 1-10

Pin Mondays and Thursdays
1-18 test e 300=600 weekly
1-16 deca 150=300 weekly

Aromasin 1-current e3d
Liquid prami 1-current .5ml e4d

Started hcg 250ius 3xs per week on week 16-- fuxking hate pinning burns like a b!txh btw

Pct week 20-24

Clomid 100mg week 1
50mg wk 2-5
Post cycle combo 1-5
Bridge 1-5

Y am I so angry now? Is it normal? Results have been amaing put on over 20lbs veins in chest traps arms all visible.

Thanks

 

[Arabian]

I dont see any compounds that would make you angry in your cycle. The Test / Deca combo is a good combo and usually does not have sides like this associated with it. It may be a over-self confidence problem that you are going through. What I mean is now that you are seeing results, you are carrying yourself different and trying to be big and bad etc: So, things that would normally not interest you are now your main concern. Chill out, because this behavior you are having is showing in your actions at work, the gym and your social life by the way others are perceiving you. Good luck buddy and welcome to EF.

 

[Amann418]

Ty brother, and I've been with EF for about a year now maybe over not sure but thanks for the rewelcoming and I will deff kick the ego down a notch! Ty man

 

[Amann418]

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[NegroPops]

I agree with Arabian. You are more confident and most likely have the "I don't give a fuck, I am untouchable" mentality. Happens to me every time. You have become an Alpha Male. Just gotta control it.

It's either that or you are constipated.

 

[bonacris]

I have done test deca cycles and test only cycles and test deca definitely made me more aggressive.. not like I wanted to punch shit but just couldn't tolerate idiots as much as I usually could

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[stevesmi]

everyone reacts differently.

consider choosing something else next time and coming off before you end up hurting your loved ones or in jail .. trust me on this.

you are only 24 which IMO is still too young to be juicing and you haven't learned yet how to channell that anger solely in the weight room

 

[Amann418]

That was a typo I'm 25 I will be 26 I'm oct

 

[stevesmi]

i really think we do not mature into men until our 30's

not what a lot of guys on here want to hear but i believe this to be true. not just mentally, but physically as well.. pull up a pic of your dad or uncle at 32 vs. 22 and tell me there isn't a huge difference .. hell some guys don't mature until their late 30's even.

now i'm not saying you have to wait till your late 30's to juice but i'm saying that mid 20's is still young and your head still isn't 100% in the right place yet as much as you want it to be. this is why college is so important, spend the 4 or 5 years studying and staying out of trouble. once you are out focus on building a business or career and then you can worry about juicing.

as much as you want to get out into the real world at 18 or 19 as a guy or go and get married as a girl.. its just not a smart decision.. thats why you have so many divorced people in their 20's who got married to the first person to give them a handjob or the guy who started his business young who now has to go back to college or move back in with their parents because their business didn't work out.

everyone is in too much of a rush as if 30 is the end of their life. 30 is when your life is just starting!! not finishing

i used to think those guys who didn't grow up at 25 and still lived in the dorm in college and worked at ANF or some other shit job were losers. now I look back and think to myself shit they were merely too fucking immature to go into the real world so that was their smartest decision...

 

[MattJS]

A few things of note, your cycle is VERY long, your test dose is very high and caber tends to be a better choice than prami, maybe next time run the short estered NPP instead that way if side effects become a problem you can drop it or swap it quickly......

As others have said it could just be that you don't get on with deca, if that turns out to be the case you could always try primo instead its about the only other mass building injectable without looking at tren which I would avoid under the circumstances...

 

[Amann418]

i really think we do not mature into men until our 30's

not what a lot of guys on here want to hear but i believe this to be true. not just mentally, but physically as well.. pull up a pic of your dad or uncle at 32 vs. 22 and tell me there isn't a huge difference .. hell some guys don't mature until their late 30's even.

now i'm not saying you have to wait till your late 30's to juice but i'm saying that mid 20's is still young and your head still isn't 100% in the right place yet as much as you want it to be. this is why college is so important, spend the 4 or 5 years studying and staying out of trouble. once you are out focus on building a business or career and then you can worry about juicing.

as much as you want to get out into the real world at 18 or 19 as a guy or go and get married as a girl.. its just not a smart decision.. thats why you have so many divorced people in their 20's who got married to the first person to give them a handjob or the guy who started his business young who now has to go back to college or move back in with their parents because their business didn't work out.

everyone is in too much of a rush as if 30 is the end of their life. 30 is when your life is just starting!! not finishing

i used to think those guys who didn't grow up at 25 and still lived in the dorm in college and worked at ANF or some other shit job were losers. now I look back and think to myself shit they were merely too fucking immature to go into the real world so that was their smartest decision...

Yeah you are right! I guess a little late to stop now though since its pretty much over. This will be my last cycle for a while as I want my body to mature. But a little background about myself I have two beautiful children and I am a single father and have them wed-Sunday weekly. I am also a social worker, very rewarding job but Ty for l ur help bro! I've been a godsend

 

[stevesmi]

social work is awesome bro. you are choosing to make the world a better place instead of money, that i can respect.

some guys graduate college and run to wall street to make lots of money, others go back to their communities to make a difference. i have more respect for the person who wants to make their community better

 

[Amann418]

I meant uve been a godsend lol this damn iPhone!

My dad was on Wall Street N he was never around dk who he even is really. Always vowed I would not be a dead beat like him!

 

[tha_Waco_kid]

i really think we do not mature into men until our 30's

not what a lot of guys on here want to hear but i believe this to be true. not just mentally, but physically as well.. pull up a pic of your dad or uncle at 32 vs. 22 and tell me there isn't a huge difference .. hell some guys don't mature until their late 30's even.

now i'm not saying you have to wait till your late 30's to juice but i'm saying that mid 20's is still young and your head still isn't 100% in the right place yet as much as you want it to be. this is why college is so important, spend the 4 or 5 years studying and staying out of trouble. once you are out focus on building a business or career and then you can worry about juicing.

as much as you want to get out into the real world at 18 or 19 as a guy or go and get married as a girl.. its just not a smart decision.. thats why you have so many divorced people in their 20's who got married to the first person to give them a handjob or the guy who started his business young who now has to go back to college or move back in with their parents because their business didn't work out.

everyone is in too much of a rush as if 30 is the end of their life. 30 is when your life is just starting!! not finishing

i used to think those guys who didn't grow up at 25 and still lived in the dorm in college and worked at ANF or some other shit job were losers. now I look back and think to myself shit they were merely too fucking immature to go into the real world so that was their smartest decision...

I really agree with this, particularly the part about not mentally maturing until 30. I was just thinking about this earlier today as I sipped my coffee. Thinking about dumb stuff I thought and did even into my late 20s. I'm sure ill still make some dumb decisions in life but at 32, I really feel like I'm finally seeing the world clearly understand how to act in all situations.

When we juice, it definitely has a mental impact also. If you are not matured mentally and emotionally you could find some negative things in those arenas amplified while on AAS.

Not sure if that makes sense but it does to me!

 

[SofaGeorge]

Rood rage is a myth.

Chemical meningitis is not.

If you are walking around wanting to punch a wall... It is very possible you are reacting to the minute levels of BA or something else in your AAS.

The ménage is a thin layer over the brain. If it inflames you can get dangerous even homicidal personality sides. (People most often see this when someone drinks alcohol and gets violent.)

If you are getting violent sides... Stop using.

 

[stevesmi]

^^^ roid rage is blown out of proportion obviously but how is it not true that someone who has high T levels is more aggressive than someone who doesn't?

if you looked at people in prison their T levels are sky high, its because they live in an environment where there is no day to day bullshit that normal western society has to deal with. computers, video games, tv, office jobs, nagging wife, etc. in prison they just workout, fight, and sleep. its an environmental thing. hence why prison makes people even more violent.. guys might go in for drugs, but while in prison commit murder, battery etc having to fight for their life.

the prison thing is just an example of my point that injecting 5-10X what a normal male hormones that are produced does make people more aggressive, now whether you channel that 'rage' into the weight room or you channel it onto others is up to you

my first couple cycles i believe i blew up a few times, i wasn't able to channel that energy into the right place, but as i've gotten experienced i would say i am calm as a cucumber even on tren, but in the gym LOOK OUT!

i see the direction you are going with the alcohol thing but i really believe the difference is guys who are drunk have way less control over themselves vs. on AAS where you are not a zombie. also on AAS you are gonna have high hormones for a long time.. weeks, even months depending on your cycle length. while drunks are gonna sober up after X amount of hours.

also drunks can get in a car and kill someone (happens everyday), while someone on AAS isn't gonna be affected i would hope when they get in a car unless they are a complete douchebag and have road rage lol