Anyone your age thinking of taking steroids is an impatient fucking pussy. I am not trying to insult you here bro. I am just you telling the way that it is. 4 years in the gym..., WHOA let me stand back in awe..., gimme a fucking break.
You have some var on hand? How do you know it is real var? Have you had a blood test to see what your normal hormone levels are, so that you have a reference point to judge your body's hormonal response post cycle? I didn't think so. You weigh 180, you are only strong enough to press 275x4 and you think you are ready for steroids? I think you are just being impatient. At your age there is so much more you can do to increase your success in the gym WITHOUT steroids. When you get to your 30s..., you will need steroids. But not at 20. Do some true research, educate yourself, and stop letting your emotions control your decision making process.
I know you are tired of hearing this kind of shit right? Well why do you think SO MANY people share my opinions here? Because our opinions are based on valid scientific research! LOOK IT UP BRO! That's ok though. Just ignore us, because we are all wrong and you are right. In the end you are gonna do what you WANT to do anyway..., instead of what you SHOULD do.