AS a kid growing up with no mom and my dad being a fire captain I learned the enjoyment of riding on a NYFD truck and staying overnight in a NYFD bed. I saw what an average day was like behind the scene as well as riding a truck and seeing how firemen saw things. I recall kids and even adults throwing snowballs at the truck as we passed by. I recall many false alarms from people who liked to see the truck roar by. My dads engine company where he was captain was 280 in Brooklyn located in tuff Bed Sty. As his career grew on he was transferred to Queens and Engine 304. Both my brothers like my dads brothers now serve. Peter in Engine 236 and Frankie in Engine 53 in Manhattan. Both my brothers and I have spoke and let me say there mental status is not very good. You see it takes a special person to be a firefighter. My brothers are special and I am so very proud. My dad is special and I am so very proud. It has become increasingly difficult to not shed tears as I hear stories about these heroes. It has become even more difficult to see what it has done to my brothers and there families. My dad now retired drove to New York on Saturday to be there for my brothers and to help the city he once supported. I have been away from home for over 20 years and up until last Tuesday I never felt so far away and helpless. As I listen to the news, watch television, and go to www.nyfd.com I begin to realize that the firehouse I went to as a kid has lost many members. I realize that my brothers fellow friends and fellow fighters have lost there lives and it makes me so very sad but at the same time so very thankful for there safety. Over 300 firefighters lost there lives. Some of my memories of rescue 2 in Brooklyn will go on forever however they lost the entire division in the collapse. Life is short and one should never lose sight of how important families are. One should never lose sight of how important FIREMEN are and what they have done for us. May god bless the families of these victims and may each of us have a different respect for those who put there lives in place of ours. God Bless the NYFD.

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