you obviously have the dedication but your effort is a bit misplaced
what are you squat and deadlift 1rm max?
get on a program where you attack those #'s and you will be happy you did.
also eat more. you are lean enough that if you want to grow you should eat more and focus on the lifts going up not the mirror for a bit.
after you get all this down.. the new training with squats and deads and the new big boy diet thenyou will be ready for a nice cycle.
what are you squat and deadlift 1rm max?
get on a program where you attack those #'s and you will be happy you did.
also eat more. you are lean enough that if you want to grow you should eat more and focus on the lifts going up not the mirror for a bit.
after you get all this down.. the new training with squats and deads and the new big boy diet thenyou will be ready for a nice cycle.