Starting a new log for my anabolics journey
Stats:
Background (short version):
I grew up overweight and struggled with it for years. Things started to change when I got into rugby union I took it seriously, dropped a decent amount of weight, and actually became pretty good at it. Unfortunately, my body didn’t always cooperate. Injuries kept piling up, and during recovery periods I found the gym… and that quickly turned into something I loved.
Fast forward a few years, I got deep into training, eventually stepped into the world of anabolics, and even competed in a few shows. Had some solid results too managed to take a first place at one point. But like a lot of people, I pushed things too far. Overdid the gear, lost balance, and ended up in a pretty rough place physically and mentally.
I eventually came off everything, shifted focus to family life, and became a full-time dad. Between raising my son, supporting my partner, and working, I completely lost structure with my training and nutrition… and my weight climbed back up to 132kg.
Now:
Things are different. Life is more stable, I’ve got consistency back in the gym, and I’ve rebuilt that discipline. After dropping the 20kg, I’m in a position where I feel ready to take things seriously again not recklessly like before, but with a clear goal and better mindset.
I want to build back a physique I’m proud of.
Current cycle:
Big shoutout to @Buck Pharmaceuticals for the support and sorting me out appreciate it a lot. Now it’s on me to put in the work.
I’m currently 3 days into cycle and training. By the end of the week I’ll post full sessions and numbers so I’ve got a baseline to track progress against.
Also… turning 34 tomorrow.
Keen to see if this version of me can outperform peak 28 year old me.
I’ll be posting past vs current physiques as well.
Let’s get to work
Stats:
- Current weight: 112kg
- Height: 180cm
Background (short version):
I grew up overweight and struggled with it for years. Things started to change when I got into rugby union I took it seriously, dropped a decent amount of weight, and actually became pretty good at it. Unfortunately, my body didn’t always cooperate. Injuries kept piling up, and during recovery periods I found the gym… and that quickly turned into something I loved.
Fast forward a few years, I got deep into training, eventually stepped into the world of anabolics, and even competed in a few shows. Had some solid results too managed to take a first place at one point. But like a lot of people, I pushed things too far. Overdid the gear, lost balance, and ended up in a pretty rough place physically and mentally.
I eventually came off everything, shifted focus to family life, and became a full-time dad. Between raising my son, supporting my partner, and working, I completely lost structure with my training and nutrition… and my weight climbed back up to 132kg.
Now:
Things are different. Life is more stable, I’ve got consistency back in the gym, and I’ve rebuilt that discipline. After dropping the 20kg, I’m in a position where I feel ready to take things seriously again not recklessly like before, but with a clear goal and better mindset.
I want to build back a physique I’m proud of.
Current cycle:
- Test: 400mg (14 weeks)
- Primo: 300mg (14 weeks)
- Tren A: 150mg (last 4 weeks)
Big shoutout to @Buck Pharmaceuticals for the support and sorting me out appreciate it a lot. Now it’s on me to put in the work.
I’m currently 3 days into cycle and training. By the end of the week I’ll post full sessions and numbers so I’ve got a baseline to track progress against.
Also… turning 34 tomorrow.
Keen to see if this version of me can outperform peak 28 year old me.
I’ll be posting past vs current physiques as well.
Let’s get to work

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