Could really use some help guys.
Im pretty depressed right now.
This is basically 95% over a girl.
Im never the guy that pursues girls either.
She liked me in like 7th grade all the way through like 11th.
I wanted other girls though during that time, plus i was hangin with my friends gettin drunk and smokin weed everyday.
Anyway Im just in a deep run right now.
I am on meds and have been for a while.
I was 250lbs in january.
I have totally changed my lifestyle and am down to 195 and have gained a lot of strength.
Im way more proud of my body and all but still not superconfident.
This girl is givin me serious self doubt, there is a huge attraction between us but she has had a boyfriend for like 4 years.
Also i have been havin trouble talkin to girls and being around a lot of people in general if im not drunk.
I want to get back in school or pursue a career in boxing which is my dream.
Problem with school is that i dont do well in front of classes, i get so nervous just sitting in class my stomach rumbles and if i get in front of the class my face gets red and i just fall apart.
Im a really smart guy too.
Im gonna keep workin out and see what happens, but these 2 main problems are drivin me crazy.
what do i do about this girl and can you give me any advice on what i should do about school or boxing?
If you made it down here and will give me some advice i will be gratefull and i promise a bunch of karma.
P.S. Im 21 years old and have no bad habits except i drink about 3-4 nights a month.
Im pretty depressed right now.
This is basically 95% over a girl.
Im never the guy that pursues girls either.
She liked me in like 7th grade all the way through like 11th.
I wanted other girls though during that time, plus i was hangin with my friends gettin drunk and smokin weed everyday.
Anyway Im just in a deep run right now.
I am on meds and have been for a while.
I was 250lbs in january.
I have totally changed my lifestyle and am down to 195 and have gained a lot of strength.
Im way more proud of my body and all but still not superconfident.
This girl is givin me serious self doubt, there is a huge attraction between us but she has had a boyfriend for like 4 years.
Also i have been havin trouble talkin to girls and being around a lot of people in general if im not drunk.
I want to get back in school or pursue a career in boxing which is my dream.
Problem with school is that i dont do well in front of classes, i get so nervous just sitting in class my stomach rumbles and if i get in front of the class my face gets red and i just fall apart.
Im a really smart guy too.
Im gonna keep workin out and see what happens, but these 2 main problems are drivin me crazy.
what do i do about this girl and can you give me any advice on what i should do about school or boxing?
If you made it down here and will give me some advice i will be gratefull and i promise a bunch of karma.
P.S. Im 21 years old and have no bad habits except i drink about 3-4 nights a month.