i didnt think it was a problem getting my wife to type it in, its her account and i never talk in forums or anything so i just asked her to ask. And im definateley not ashamed. k so ive been training for about 2 years ive always been very skinny when i first started i was 130 pounds, trained for the first year with very little gains. i started talking to a trainer at the gym and he started me on a meal plan, we got up to about 5500 cals a day and i went up to 177 pounds, i wanted to do a competition as a fitness model in three months so we just started cuttting. I have a hard time putting on muscle so i wanted to do a cycle so i did anavar with slight gains but nothing crazy. so i wanted to do a test cycle and was told to do test prop with test ethanate and eq, im not sure yet how many mgs a day ill be doin we just talked about it today and i didnt know what to expect, im thinking that it would be a pretty average dose if not a little below average.