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You Just Can't Win

i often feel this way...up shit creek with a turd for a paddle...
 
.....drinking some tea.
We need another useless, say anything thread.....
 
string_bean00 said:
Submit to my hijacking of this thread and turn on the Pistons game.


Nah, bro, this is a cowgirl, she needs country entainment like Rodeoos and fan boat racing...
 
Welcome to life sweetie! Life can sometimes be a shit sandwich and every day you take a bite.....gross analogy but sometimes it feels that way.....
 
starfish said:
I can't win either :(

sucks doesn't it?

right now, i just wanna be w/someone i love, cuddle (which i normally never wanna do), watch a good movie, get drunk together, make fun of people, make out, watch more movies....
 
tripleblonde said:
sucks doesn't it?

right now, i just wanna be w/someone i love, cuddle (which i normally never wanna do), watch a good movie, get drunk together, make fun of people, make out, watch more movies....

Don't you have a boyfriend for all that?
 
jenscats5 said:
Welcome to life sweetie! Life can sometimes be a shit sandwich and every day you take a bite.....gross analogy but sometimes it feels that way.....

yeppers, very true jen.....i'm just feelin sorry for myself.....weird day.....at least i got to go "swimming" in my new inflatable pool from wally world....lol
 
tripleblonde said:
yeppers, very true jen.....i'm just feelin sorry for myself.....weird day.....at least i got to go "swimming" in my new inflatable pool from wally world....lol

Oh god! Do you call Walmart Wally World too?????? My friend's sister lives in Kentucky & she has to go over the bridge into Indiana to go to Wally World.....hilarious!!
 
tripleblonde said:
sucks doesn't it?

right now, i just wanna be w/someone i love, cuddle (which i normally never wanna do), watch a good movie, get drunk together, make fun of people, make out, watch more movies....




:( :( :( :( :( :(
 
jenscats5 said:
Oh god! Do you call Walmart Wally World too?????? My friend's sister lives in Kentucky & she has to go over the bridge into Indiana to go to Wally World.....hilarious!!

lol.....yeppers....down here in ol' oklahoma, we like to call that big blue shoppin store, wally world....it's really dandy with it's fallin prices and all....yeppers.....the clan loves taking that trip in town every sunday to go shoppin :)
 
string_bean00 said:
My apologies. I have to post my ramblings somewhere. I don't think I've ever started my own thread before. I avoid it at all costs.

:)

start one.....i wanna know what a string bean thread looks like.....i will be first post :)
 
tripleblonde said:
sucks doesn't it?

right now, i just wanna be w/someone i love, cuddle (which i normally never wanna do), watch a good movie, get drunk together, make fun of people, make out, watch more movies....

:bigkiss:
hope that helps
 
tripleblonde said:

Sounds like my life. Ah what the fuck, I'm gonna have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and say the hell with it.
 
"Success is going from one failure to the next without losing your enthusiasm"

Winston Churchill

This singular quote got me through some really tough times last year.

That and

"Tomorrow will be better..."

I never would have survived that last year without repeating these two mantras over and over and over again.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
I'm still waiting for that better tomorrow.....

.

If one does not believe that tomorrow will be better, then what is the point of waking up? It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. If you truly believe that tomorrow will bring you something better, then you just *might* do things differently today to affect that change... or at least prepare yourself to recognize "the better tomorrow" when it does finally arrive.
 
werd, you are getting very philosophical on us this week. What gives? Anywho my favorite philosophers and Nietzche and Hobbs.
 
starfish said:

I know, I know. Hard. I'm fixing to have a cup of coffee and then workout.
 
BodyByFinaplix said:
werd, you are getting very philosophical on us this week. What gives? Anywho my favorite philosophers and Nietzche and Hobbs.
Been working hard on becoming a better person so that I can make better decisions regarding my life. I want to be the best mother possible to my children and I want to be happy.

I have learned throughout this nightmare that all of *this* is not about truth or even fairness, but about perception. I want to change the way that I have been perceiving reality so that NONE of *this* will have been for nothing.

I want to insure that that which has not destroyed us (meaning me and my children) will make us stronger. I am their mother. That is my job.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
There isn't..but thanks for the nice reply.
How'd the court thing go?

There is plenty of reason to keep waking up. For one thing, consider the alternative. Remember what Tom Hanks' character said in "Castaway" when he was asked the same in regards to his seemingly hopeless situation? He said that he kept waking up just to see what the tide would bring him.

This past year I have been homeless, jobless and ill with very little money and very ILLEGAL in a country where I didn't know the language, had no family and no real friends to help me, separated from my children. Then when I found out they were being abused by the person to whom I foolishly entrusted their care, I IMMEDIATELY returned just to have them PURPOSELY kept from me.

The court thing? Where do I start? The situation gets more bizaare and unbelievable with each passing day. NO ONE CAN BELIEVE HOW THIS CASE IS UNFOLDING.

If I could only post up the specifics your head would surely spin....

When this nightmare is over, I will post up but BIGTIME. But until then I can only give bits and pieces to protect us, both legally and personally.

And still I feel blessed beyond words because I have THE MOST AMAZING KIDS ON THE PLANET!!!! :) So, I have to fix my head in order to find a way to make things better for us. If I can not, then all of *this* will have been for nothing. My kids deserve better.

And before you ask why it was that I entrusted the care of my children to another while I moved so far to such an unsure situation. I did it for one reason and one reason alone: I did it because I could no longer bear how they were being made to suffer for loving me.
 
Damn werd......I don't know what to say to that.
I really can't wait for that big post. I do hope the very best for you
and those kids.
 
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