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You ever feel like this?
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vinylgroover
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Yeah well, you could have cancer of the fist so count yourself lucky.
PoyeBoy
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Do you ever sit back and think "Is this it? Is this the best it will get?"
Do you ever wish you could go back to the most happiest moment of your life and live in that moment forever.
I hate when you look back at the best times in your life and you didnt even realize how great it was at that exact time, and it passed you by, and now they are gone, and you keep recreating them in your head.
As I get older I cant help but think that maybe all those great memories have changed overtime and it may not even be as you once remembered it.
hopefully those memories that fade will be replaced by newer ones. to me it seems as if the newer memories are not as fond nor as livid and happy as the old ones.
Maybe Im just living life, maybe Im just growing up, maybe I am right and the happiest times are behind me in my childhood/younger years.
trust me, Im not pulling a Drunken Weasil, im not going to kill myself, not looking for anything really.
actually, I laid in bed the other day at like 5:00am it was grey and raining, the windows were open, there was a cool breeze coming in, it was probably the most perfect feeling I have ever had. Maybe I should start paying more attn to these sorts of things.
Anyway, the doc upped my prozac and trazadone.
Im in one of those wierd moods where I am happy, but melancholy, and empty all at once.
I always catch the clock at 11:11
Do you ever wish you could go back to the most happiest moment of your life and live in that moment forever.
I hate when you look back at the best times in your life and you didnt even realize how great it was at that exact time, and it passed you by, and now they are gone, and you keep recreating them in your head.
As I get older I cant help but think that maybe all those great memories have changed overtime and it may not even be as you once remembered it.
hopefully those memories that fade will be replaced by newer ones. to me it seems as if the newer memories are not as fond nor as livid and happy as the old ones.
Maybe Im just living life, maybe Im just growing up, maybe I am right and the happiest times are behind me in my childhood/younger years.
trust me, Im not pulling a Drunken Weasil, im not going to kill myself, not looking for anything really.
actually, I laid in bed the other day at like 5:00am it was grey and raining, the windows were open, there was a cool breeze coming in, it was probably the most perfect feeling I have ever had. Maybe I should start paying more attn to these sorts of things.
Anyway, the doc upped my prozac and trazadone.
Im in one of those wierd moods where I am happy, but melancholy, and empty all at once.
I always catch the clock at 11:11
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DcupSheepNipples
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PoyeBoy said:
How so Leppy Einstein? Explain "Everything" to me!
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Baoh
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I hold onto my memories, bad and good, for the learning experiences they provided me. I still look to the future for more.
drakfoot said:
Nature did not intend for people to live past 40. I was talking to my friends in the gym tonight about death. I often choose morose topics because I'm a realist. They are very afraid of it as most of us are. Not only death and what may lie beyond, but the process of dying. My Asian friend is worried that he will wake up from the dead and become a rat.
RADAR said:biteme said:
I don't know about you, from your avatar you look like a big fat pig and probably wouldn't have lived out of your teens b4 being trampled upon by a Mastadon.Sofa would be one of the few survivors into old age, which was 40's b4 men screwed with what nature intended.
RADAR
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LOL!!! True that!!!biteme said:
I don't know about you, from your avatar you look like a big fat pig and probably wouldn't have lived out of your teens b4 being trampled upon by a Mastadon.
I think about that stuff alot. I think my best time were while I was in high school. Nailin chicks at random at partys. Experimenting with drugs. Hangin out with friends everyday, maybe workin 20 hrs a week. No bills, no responsibility.
But back then all I could think about was graduating, then becoming 21. After that you just get old. Then it's what you make of it. I need to make more of it!
But back then all I could think about was graduating, then becoming 21. After that you just get old. Then it's what you make of it. I need to make more of it!
