OMEGA said:
why did you stop?
as far as your training goes it sound good too me, but you should run dude, at least twice a week, it would help your legs
if you don't mind sharing how did your cycles look, what was your most successfull one, and how did you come off?
assuming you first question relates to the drugs, then the answer comes with the answer to the last question there.
I never really got amazing gains.
I tried lots of different ones, and sure saw results, mostly that I could get cut more easily, but for the money and sides, I just wasn't seeing that much benefit from the stuff.
I am no competing at anything at the professional level, so I just changed my outlook on it all and stopped using.
I'm not against the use of the stuff, but for me I just found that it was a waste of my time/health/money.
and yeah, I know all about running - I ran competitively for 13 years of my life. I know what I "should" do - but that is easier said than done.
I'm burnt out on running, so I only do a few miles of it in a week. instead I do more miles on the bikes and the rowing machine (the Erg as a crew person would say).
there is nothing inherently magic about running. you are just reaping the rewards of aerobic exercise.
depending on how good/bad your form is, running is one of the better exercises to get a broad range of mucles worked, emphasizing the largest muscle groups (legs) - but there are many others that will still give you the same effects.
but yeah - there is something freeing and primal about running.
I just am toasted in terms of that and I can't go for more than a mile or so (slowly) mentally. it is just too boring.
I do enjoy racing, but in order to race, you need to be in the top shape - which I'm not.

I'll probably run some races with my girlfriend some time - she races around at the pace that I warm up at, so I can run with her and give her words of encouragement.
oh - and my cycles that I did - I did all kinds because I enjoyed seeing what various things did/didn't do to me.
if I were still doing them today, then I'd do two week cycles, high doses of test and fina - then I'd take 4 to 6 weeks off with plenty of nolva, clomid, and hcg.
but right now I just use a lot of fats and ALA (and protein of course, that is sort of a given), and I'm seeing great results.
I would never be a monster, which is just as well, because in my lifestyle, that just isn't going to work.