Because I don't want to look or be "average". The pretty boy look is what makes me add a few extra pounds to the bar and a few hundred extra calories to my dish. I can't think of anything more repulsive than an arrogant 150 pound punk ass prick. I take the most pride in the fact that I do it for me. Not for the chicks, not to be the center of attention, but for the fact that I am massive and I busted my ass for it. It feels good to know I have the ability to look like what most people can only dream of. It is arraogance, but on a personal and controlled level. I love the stares I get when I'm in the squat rack like I'm some alien creature. I love the stares I get when I go anywhere and drawf everyone else. It is my form of art. It is my expresion of myself. It is me. That next pound of muscle fuels me. That extra cut on a seratus fuels me. That thought of looking inhuman fuels me. The sweat, pain, and dedication all are addicting. It feels good to know that I am a bodybuilder.