when does life become so overbearing that you end up in a rubber room without sheets, shoelaces and a belt buckle wearing a tin foil hat? Is everyone's tolerance different?
Usually it isn't one event that pushes you over... it's a lifetime of things that all build up... and rather than dealing with them as they come you put them on the shelf... swallow the pain and move one. Then one day something comes up that is so big you can't just push it aside... and all those years of stacking your hurts on the shelf - everything comes falling down at once.
I'm thinking this place sounds like a vacation of sorts: Free drugs,no working 8+ hours a day, someone to cook and clean up after me, no one screaming/demanding things from me, etc.
Sign me up for two or three weeks...I need a stress-free vacation!
Yes, I do as well. However they are called Aluminum Foil Deflector Beanie's.
An Aluminum Foil Deflector Beanie (AFDB) is a type of headwear that can shield your brain from most electromagnetic psychotronic mind control carriers. AFDBs are inexpensive (even free if you don't mind scrounging for thrown-out aluminium foil) and can be constructed by anyone with at least the dexterity of a chimp (maybe bonobo). This cheap and unobtrusive form of mind control protection offers real security to the masses. Not only do they protect against incoming signals, but they also block most forms of brain scanning and mind reading, keeping the secrets in your head truly secret. AFDBs are safe and operate automatically. All you do is make it and wear it and you're good to go! Plus, AFDBs are stylish and comfortable.
You are an unutterably dissolute polisson and a decrepit, soul destroying putrid waste of flesh. May you have your gonads stung by a swarm of African bees, you pulp of stultifying inanity.
Usually it isn't one event that pushes you over... it's a lifetime of things that all build up... and rather than dealing with them as they come you put them on the shelf... swallow the pain and move one. Then one day something comes up that is so big you can't just push it aside... and all those years of stacking your hurts on the shelf - everything comes falling down at once.
that's a really good answer SG... i think you may have hit the nail on the head... i wish i could be one of those people who just blow up and then let off steam, but i really feel bad when i hurt others and tend not to or avoid the situation completely and then i guess all i end up doing is hurt myself.
Well then congratulations, you are a nice person!!! Don't be so hard on yourself, this is a very admirable quality. You will see... you will be rewarded in the end.