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Ok, I got a major dilemna here. I am gonna be up in my home state come thanksgiving to see my friends and everyone, who i havent seen in a year. Well, my ex also lives there. And this is what makes things really complicated. See, i dated this girl for like 9 months who was really really sweet, but came from a REALLY bad home. She was kicked out of her dad's house for writing a letter to her mom calling her dad 'an asshole.' Her dad was one of those piece of shit guys who thinks they are in complete control cause 'they are the man'. So he kicks her out 2 days after christmas and doesnt let her open any of her gifts, cause he's bringing them back Anyways, so she moved to nj with her mom and stepdad (who is a drunk piece of shit who beats her mom and does jack shit all day except drink and sing along to insane clown posse in the basement of his wife's mothers house, where they all live). They are so fuckin broke its not funny. Her 'room' is part of the laundry room coardoned (sp?) off by a sheet hanging from the ceiling. There she sleeps on an air mattress that is on the floor next to the washer and dryer. this isnt a temporary thing, it's been going on for 3 years. And this is just a very brief description of her home life, so you can see how this might affect her.
Anyways, So me and her went out for about 9 months, and things were good, well kinda. But I eventually broke up with her cause i had that "grass looks greener on the other side" mentality and wanted to fuck around with freshmen. So after that happened, she turned into a complete whore and began fucking around with anyone I was acquaintances of, cause she couldn't get to my friends...yet. All this bullshit and drama was out of spite, so it really pissed me off, cause I never went out of my way to hurt her. So we would go from not speaking to speaking terms every 2 weeks. So things were eventually cooling down and whatnot between me (she was even gonna come and visit me at school) and her and then I find out she went out and fucked some kid I was really good friends with for a long time.
So naturally I was FUCKING livid. And i told her the fuck off and said some of the meanest shit i have ever said to another human being. But eventually i ended up feeling like shit for saying these things, especially because I know what her home life is like. So eventually, I gave in and started talking to her again, even though I promised myself I would never do that ever again.
So now she knows I'm coming up and whatnot and wants to see me. And I know what she has in mind, cause she keeps talking about whats gonna happen and whatnot. But this is a problem. She has fucked sooo many guys, and one of them being my good friend, and she thinks we should fuck around still! I say bullshit over and over because I get so mad just thinking abou tit, but there is ALOT of temptation, cause she is fucking HOT AS HELL. God damn! I know i shouldnt even go visit her, but I want to (especially since i put on 60 lbs since she saw me last hohoho). And if I go see here, all my friends are gonna give me shit...blah blah blah...why do i put myself in these situations
Anyways, So me and her went out for about 9 months, and things were good, well kinda. But I eventually broke up with her cause i had that "grass looks greener on the other side" mentality and wanted to fuck around with freshmen. So after that happened, she turned into a complete whore and began fucking around with anyone I was acquaintances of, cause she couldn't get to my friends...yet. All this bullshit and drama was out of spite, so it really pissed me off, cause I never went out of my way to hurt her. So we would go from not speaking to speaking terms every 2 weeks. So things were eventually cooling down and whatnot between me (she was even gonna come and visit me at school) and her and then I find out she went out and fucked some kid I was really good friends with for a long time.
So naturally I was FUCKING livid. And i told her the fuck off and said some of the meanest shit i have ever said to another human being. But eventually i ended up feeling like shit for saying these things, especially because I know what her home life is like. So eventually, I gave in and started talking to her again, even though I promised myself I would never do that ever again.So now she knows I'm coming up and whatnot and wants to see me. And I know what she has in mind, cause she keeps talking about whats gonna happen and whatnot. But this is a problem. She has fucked sooo many guys, and one of them being my good friend, and she thinks we should fuck around still! I say bullshit over and over because I get so mad just thinking abou tit, but there is ALOT of temptation, cause she is fucking HOT AS HELL. God damn! I know i shouldnt even go visit her, but I want to (especially since i put on 60 lbs since she saw me last hohoho). And if I go see here, all my friends are gonna give me shit...blah blah blah...why do i put myself in these situations
