What lead me to steroids is all my life ive been involved in confrontations with dudes 2x my size atleast and 9/10times its not 1v1. So I wanted to even the playing field.. needless to say I don't get jumped anymore.
tired of being skinny as hell even though i was trainin every day and eating like crazy...all the weight i would put on naturally would jus go to my gut
was raised strict catholic and was a virgin...first girl I slept with (fiancee) aborted our first/only baby against my will, cheated on me, then I lost my job 2 weeks later. Didnt give a shit about life and it made me feel great.