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I was hoping to finally have a good weekend, and take Amber to Houston, and we had a plans all worked out late last night about what time we would live, how we would get her dogs and kennels into my car, etc. She mentioned that she was very exicted about going.
She ran home at work to send me a yahoo message (She STILL refuses to call me on the phone... just says it is not proper for girls to call guys on the phone. LoL) its funny because I actually passed her on the way back from the gym....
She said, "hey...bad news....i cant go to houston with you....my mom just called and said they were on their way to my aunt and uncles place in conroe so i have to go to conroe this evening"
she had to sign back off to drive back to work. Her parents live 7 hours away so it will be like 8 or so before they get there, I'll drop by when she gets home from work to let her know its ok and at least get to see her once this weekend.
That pretty much tops off a bad week for me. I got into a fight on the phone with my sister yesterday, and one with my dad as I was leaving the gym when he called me about something. I have since called and worked things out with my dad. We both get a bit hot headed and stubborn sometimes.
WHile my therapist was out of town I was suppost to call the DA to make arangements to pursue my case against my aunt and uncle this week, but every time I have gone to do this, I have had an anxiety attack. It has happened every morning 5 days in a row. I'm not ready for this... but my therapist and my parents keep pushing me to do this, and I just can't handle it.
I fucking dread goign to family gatherings, since everyone asks me why I never bring dates (everyone else does who is nor married), and have to listen to all of this shit about not being married or at least having a serious girlfriend, and get asked by mother's friends, my aunts, cousins, etc when I am going to give my mother some grandchildren. Then I have to listen to my mother's say shit like, "Oh I guess Jason is never goign to get married... the only grandchild I am going get from him is that bird." then my sister will chime in, "I don't know a couple of my friends have admitted to sleepign with him, so we know he isn't gay... hell he probably has a few we don't know about." Then I have to hear shit from other peeps asking if I am gay, because I never seem to be in a serious relationship. Oh and to top it off one of my coke-head cousins actually fucking hit on me while some of us were swimming in the pool at my parent's house this last Easter at a party.
So, when I finally find someone I think is special enough to take to a family party, I find out 5 hours before we are leaving that it is canceled... after my mom sent a freaking e-mail to everyone of us invited (I saw teh list of people it was sent to) saying that I and my sister were both brining dates with us and told everyone their names so they would know who they are.
Ok, sorry, I just needed to vent.
She ran home at work to send me a yahoo message (She STILL refuses to call me on the phone... just says it is not proper for girls to call guys on the phone. LoL) its funny because I actually passed her on the way back from the gym....
She said, "hey...bad news....i cant go to houston with you....my mom just called and said they were on their way to my aunt and uncles place in conroe so i have to go to conroe this evening"
she had to sign back off to drive back to work. Her parents live 7 hours away so it will be like 8 or so before they get there, I'll drop by when she gets home from work to let her know its ok and at least get to see her once this weekend.
That pretty much tops off a bad week for me. I got into a fight on the phone with my sister yesterday, and one with my dad as I was leaving the gym when he called me about something. I have since called and worked things out with my dad. We both get a bit hot headed and stubborn sometimes.
WHile my therapist was out of town I was suppost to call the DA to make arangements to pursue my case against my aunt and uncle this week, but every time I have gone to do this, I have had an anxiety attack. It has happened every morning 5 days in a row. I'm not ready for this... but my therapist and my parents keep pushing me to do this, and I just can't handle it.
I fucking dread goign to family gatherings, since everyone asks me why I never bring dates (everyone else does who is nor married), and have to listen to all of this shit about not being married or at least having a serious girlfriend, and get asked by mother's friends, my aunts, cousins, etc when I am going to give my mother some grandchildren. Then I have to listen to my mother's say shit like, "Oh I guess Jason is never goign to get married... the only grandchild I am going get from him is that bird." then my sister will chime in, "I don't know a couple of my friends have admitted to sleepign with him, so we know he isn't gay... hell he probably has a few we don't know about." Then I have to hear shit from other peeps asking if I am gay, because I never seem to be in a serious relationship. Oh and to top it off one of my coke-head cousins actually fucking hit on me while some of us were swimming in the pool at my parent's house this last Easter at a party.
So, when I finally find someone I think is special enough to take to a family party, I find out 5 hours before we are leaving that it is canceled... after my mom sent a freaking e-mail to everyone of us invited (I saw teh list of people it was sent to) saying that I and my sister were both brining dates with us and told everyone their names so they would know who they are.
Ok, sorry, I just needed to vent.
