Uh oh...

[68GT350]

I have a funny feeling that I'm going to be stood up, yet again. Got back from work, washed every inch of my body squeaky clean, put on my nicest smelling stuff, got dressed in more than jeans and t-shirt and brushed hair all pretty like. Now, I can do several things, but I want to spend time with a special someone and it's 40 mins. past the time I'm supposed to be called.

We were on a good streak, but looks like we're back to the same old same old. With all these negative threads, I can't help but being shoved in a very "bad place." I just want to take this person somewhere nice and it's like pulling teeth. Is it all worth so much waiting around? I say no, now but I'll see that face and melt like a snow cone in July. I must be strong, ladies and gents.......I must be......s...t....r........o..........n.....g.

 

[alphaxi]

Is this person worth waiting around for or no??

If no..then move on
If yes...then wait around a lil more (but not too long)

 

[OMEGA]

dude nuts!


don't think negative man

if it helps I think you smell refreshing in a rustic way


any way......I can see your apprehension, and if you think your really getting getting stood up.....than you got to go with

ZTFBS on that one

and that is

ZERO TOLERENCE FOR BULL SHIT!


your cool mang!

I know it hurts, but move on to something better........

 

[68GT350]

I should just drop by and crack a skull

 

[vinylgroover]

What are you wearing and where are you intending on going. You may be overdressed for Sizzler

 

[alphaxi]

hehe..im just amused that you "brushed your hair all pretty like"..hehehe...she must be a special girl then...

 

[68GT350]

Well, here's an update. We made plans during the day while hanging out to go out during the evening. We both went to work (both have night jobs) and then she calls me to confirm plans at 10:40PM. Great, all is well so I shower as mentioned above and wait the hour I was told to get another call to come over.

Well, it's 1:00AM and I called her. There's something going on over there that I can't discuss here, but I'm worried. All my questions aren't answered and she can't talk. I always get involved with people who have issues. Why can't i fall for someone normal? Well for better or for worse, I'll hopefully have a chance to get my questions answered and resolve some problems tonight. I smell trouble in the air and I hope everythign works out ok.

Pray for me, elite.

 

[68GT350]

hehe..im just amused that you "brushed your hair all pretty like"..hehehe...she must be a special girl then...

LOL

She is. Very.

Let's just hope nothing goes wrong...though, I feel it already has.

 

[HighIntensity]

personally this would not bother me.,,more time to work on the hair...but thats me

good luck

 

[alphaxi]

LOL

She is. Very.

Let's just hope nothing goes wrong...though, I feel it already has.

Dont think the worst...try to think positive! Hey..at least your hair will look nice right? LOL

Seriously...just relax and dont immediately start thinking that everything is gonna go wrong. Hope everything works out...keep us updated!

 

[68GT350]

Dont think the worst...try to think positive! Hey..at least your hair will look nice right? LOL

Seriously...just relax and dont immediately start thinking that everything is gonna go wrong. Hope everything works out...keep us updated!

I can't help but be worried.

This is why i'm so messed up:

1. I don't know if the trouble will mean i can't see this girl anymore.

2. Maybe, this trouble means I might have to deal with physical violence which is the least of my worries.

3. Maybe this trouble means this person might be in harm's way or family problems which would create lots more trouble.

Lots of my feelings are selfish in that I fear for my own feelings and I'm disgusted by this but there is also an underlying fear of this person being in peril. I'm sorry i must word this stuff so vaguely, but she might read this in the future and I don't want to dish out all this private stuff right now.

Really, this is just a chance for me to vent out these pent up feelings. Thanks guys.

 

[alphaxi]

Hmmm...ok..joking aside...

I didnt realize that the situation you are in was so touchy. If this girl that you are talking about might possibly be in trouble, then by all means you should worry...and you are a great guy to feel that way and want to help her

I would def. not let this go if you are concerned that something might happen to her to harm her well-being (that is just what I am understanding from your post...I might be wrong here) I would try calling her again and hopefully you will get some answers from her this time...if not, dont give up on her! Good luck!

 

[68GT350]

Hmmm...ok..joking aside...

I didnt realize that the situation you are in was so touchy. If this girl that you are talking about might possibly be in trouble, then by all means you should worry...and you are a great guy to feel that way and want to help her

I would def. not let this go if you are concerned that something might happen to her to harm her well-being (that is just what I am understanding from your post...I might be wrong here) I would try calling her again and hopefully you will get some answers from her this time...if not, dont give up on her! Good luck!

well, i'm only hypothesizing here. Truth is, i talked to her but she was vague.

What's going on by her house is some drama for sure. I'm not sure if it's drama that will affect us being together, her well being, or some other stuff.

Either way, something is gonna happen bad. Selfishly, I have to only hope that I'm not the one getting fucked over. I've lived my life too selflessly at this point to wish anything else. I deserve to win, this time. Besides, if whatever happens is gonna only affect her, I can do everything in my power to help her.

It's so hard to explain without going into specifics. I'm sorry.

 

[Boach]

In case anyone cares, and so I can vent a bit more, things are looking up. Boach gets a good email while he sleeps. I could have resolved this if I woulda kept my lazy ass up for another couple of hours...Frustrated I be.

 

[Boach]

Maybe you should go on your dates as Boach as opposed to GT whatever. Maybe it's the baboons red ass bringing you luck and merryment.

Every date I go on is a threesome!

 

[CAGED whiteman]

personally this would not bother me.,,more time to work on the hair...but thats me

good luck

your soooooo gay dude.